Secrets (Magcon Fanfiction)

Chapter 6

I get woken up by a slight weight on my stomach that suddenly landed there. It was the kitten. "Hi kitty." I whisper to it. I have a pounding headache. I feel like my head has been slammed against the wall numerous of times. I get up to find myself still in the living room. I look at the time, 9 PM. My mom's still not home? I walk to the kitchen to get the house phone to call my mom. I pick up the phone and dial the number. After a few rings have passed, no answer. I call again. Right when I was about to hang up, she answered.

"Hello?" She said. I heard laughing and music in the background so I knew she wasn't alone.

"Hi mom. When are you coming home?" I said worryingly

"I don't think I'll be able to make it home today Hun, I left some money on the table for you. I went to the house earlier today but you were taking a nap and I didn't want to wake you."

"Oh ok then" I said disappointedly.

"Invite you're friends! Um what's their names.." There was a big pause. "Oh! Julia and Vicky right?" She said.

"No mom it's Julie and Val-" I get cut off by the tone of the phone which means she hung up.

It's ok I guess. I'm used to being by myself. My dad would've been here. He never used to leave me alone in the house as much as my mom does.

I go up to my room to get ready for bed. I brush my hair, and brush my teeth. I stayed in my sweatpants and sweater because it was already so comfortable. As I get into my bed, I lay down and close my eyes.

A few minutes pass and I still haven't fell asleep. As I try to go to sleep, I hear a slight noise from outside my window. Annoyed, I get up to see what it is. I go on my balcony to see Taylor sitting on my green lawn with an acoustic guitar in his hands.

"What are you doing?" I say. "It's 9:30 PM! Go home!"

"Just listen. I wanna sing you something."

He starts playing a familiar tune and after a while I finally recognize it.

🎶 I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you 🎶

As he was finishing his song, I felt tears running down my cheek. They weren't tears of sadness, I was happy. I didn't bother to stop my tears, because I knew that he actually was truly sorry and he wants to start over. I shut my balcony door closed, and run downstairs as fast as I can. I open the front door and run on to my front lawn to Taylor. I don't even stop my self from running, I just attack him with a huge hug. I've needed a hug like this for the longest time. It was the best hug I have ever had.

"I forgive you. I whisper in his ear.

"So is that a yes?" He replies.

"Mhmm." I say smiling while nodding my head. It was kind of awkward because he was holding me in front with my legs wrapped around his waist. But I didn't care because I wanted this moment to last. I never had an actual relationship with a guy. After Taylor, I sort of gave up on guys. So you can say I've never had a boyfriend, and I've never been kissed. Is this reality? Or is it a dream? We look at each other as we smile and our eyes are locked on to each other's. As he started leaning in, I did the same. As our lips touched, I felt sparks. I always thought that was only in the movies, like if it was a fake feeling. But I now realize that it's real.

He started walking inside my house as he is still carrying me with my legs wrapped around him. He closes the door and starts walking towards the stair case. He puts me down and I grab his hand to pull him up the stairs. As we get to the top he grabs me by the waist which causes me to squeal. He picks me up and puts me over his shoulder. As we get to my bedroom, he throws me onto my bed causing me to laugh.

"I love your laugh" he says as he gets on top of me. He smiles and starts leaning in. As things start to get heated, he starts taking off his shirt showing his perfect abs. He slowly starts taking off mine. As my my blue and black lace bra is beginning to show, I hesitate and put my hand on his arm as if I was telling him to stop. "It's okay." He says. "You're beautiful just the way you are." He continues to take of my shirt and next thing I knew I was just in my undergarments. He starts grinding on me causing me to get excited. I can feel he is getting excited too because I can feel a bulge under his boxers. After we took off the rest of our clothes, the best thing in my life happened. I was the happiest girl on earth, and no one could change it. He's my best friend now.