When It All Falls Apart - Chapter 6

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Hey guys, ok here's Vicki's Chapter hope you enjoy it....

As Vicki says "it's short... But so am I"

so sorry if it is a little short for your liking but hey at least its another chapter :D

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Chapter 6

I walked slowly down the steps leading down towards the lounge where Rose was waiting patiently for me. With each step I took my head filled with worry that she knew, I couldn't think that way.

I had to tell myself that she just heard me come in from my walk and didn't know where I had been.

I had to hope as I didn't no what I would say if she did.

As I saw her figure sitting there my breathing quickened.

I new I could never lie to her, I wasn't even good at it in the first place so if she asked or knew could I tell her the truth?

Or what could I do?

She was losing patients, I quickened my pace and my heart beat was hammering against my chest.

I didn't want to look at her face to see if she was angry at me for lying or sneaking out.

She wouldn't say anything so I had to look up she wasn't as angry as I thought she would be, she looked relived I think or maybe she was just trying to mask her anger so she wouldn't start crying.

See when Rose gets angry or upset she just cries, she's a total softy and that's why I made it my job to look after her.

Even when we were growing up I would always made sure no one laughed at her or bullied her. At first people still did because she was so clumsy, even I use to laugh until she started crying.

But one day when I was running late she got in a fight with a girl because she said something about me.

Rose would never tell me what that girl had said, even when I begged and told her I wouldn't talk to her ever again but I would always give in and talk to her the next day.

Rose went to punch her; the girl moved, Rose slipped and whacked her head on a pole next to the monkey bars. She had to go to the hospital that day and get 4 stiches for her split lip (she had an awesome scar for a while until time went on and soon u couldn't see it.) I vowed I would never let anything hurt her even if it was her's or my fault.

It's just the way it has always been.

I had to brake the ice but I didn't no how, but just as I was going to ask her what was wrong she slammed into me and surprised me by giving me a hug. I mean if she knows, shouldn't she be like hitting me or telling me I am insane.

But then again that might just be the things I want to do to myself every time I knew that I was doing something wrong.

Although when I saw Axel my heart just broke and I couldn't bring it to myself to say the words that I spent hours in front of my mirror practicing.

Telling myself that I could say to him that this was wrong and I couldn't do this but with time it felt right and the feelings and the voice in the back of my head that said this was wrong slowly drifted away.

Until that night when it all happened, when I knew I had to run a stake into his un-dead heart.

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