The digital clock on Tyler's dresser read 5:34 AM. Quietly, as to not wake his sleeping boyfriend, the brown haired man crept into the bathroom. He stared at his reflection in the mirror, disguised at what he saw. Purple and blue hickeys littered his neck and jaw. They were left by him. Tyler kneeled down in front of the toilet just in time and emptied his stomach.
Stretching, Josh walked into the kitchen. He smiled when he saw his boyfriend sat at the table. He sat down in the chair opposite him.
"Good morning baby." Josh said after yawning.
"Good morning," Tyler smiled, not quite meeting his eye "I forgot to make you your coffee, sorry."
"It's fine baby, I'll go make it now. Should I make you some?" The purple haired man asked gently.
"No thanks."
Josh wrapped his arms around Tyler from behind the younger of the two melted into his touch. "I love you." Josh mumbled into his neck.
"M'love you too." Tyler responded.
The guilt of what had happened last night pooled in his stomach. He shouldn't have gone to the party and he shouldn't have left Josh at home and he shouldn't have let himself get so drunk and he shouldn't have picked up the wrong drink by mistake. As Tyler added up all the 'shouldn'ts' in his head, he came to the conclusion that what happened was his fault. He deserved what happened for being so fucking careless.
These aren't my views, it's NEVER the victims fault.
I tried to write fluff but it became angst in .1 seconds smh -Dylan
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Melancholy 💧 Joshler
Fiksi PenggemarJosh didn't understand. He didn't want to understand. He didn't try to understand. Fem!Tyler. Graphic depictions/mentions of rape in pretty much every chapter so TW.
