Can't Lose You {Frerard}

Shes Gone

"Huh?" I asked sitting beside her. "You know my girlfriend...she was cheating...I found out when I saw someone text her I miss you so much babe, I hope you break up with her soon" Lindsey said staring at the ground. "Oh Lindsey I'm so sorry" I said grabbing her into a hug. "Frank thats not the worst part...it was a man" she said looking at me."Okay Lyn-Z when the police come tell them you had nothing to do with this" I said grabbing my coat. "Frank where are you going?" She asked, standing up from the couch. "Okay I may be gay but that doesn't mean I can't go beat the crap out of another man so that's what I'm going to do" I said. I'm going to go beat this dude up until he's pleading for mercy. "No Frank stop it please!" She yelled from where she was standing. "HALLOWEEN!" She screamed. That was from 7th grade. Halloween is what she says when she really needs me. So I turn on my heels and head back toward her. "Knee socks." I quietly said back to her. That was what I said when I heard her. "Please don't start anything Frank I know your mad and I am too but we can't do this" she began to cry again. "Lindsey I'm sorry, that just annoys me that someone would hurt my best friend like that and not even be sorry" I said sitting beside her. She finished crying and then went into the bathroom with a straight face. At first I thought maybe she just went to take a shower or wash-up but then I heard heavy sobbing. I went and banged on the door. "Lindsey are you okay? Let me in" I said continuing to bang my fists on the door. And the sobbing continued. So after pondering about what I should do I finally kicked the door In. She was in a corner with pills scattered on the floor and a razor beside her. "Lindsey What are you doing?!" I asked running towards her. She just cried and cried uncontrollably."I can't do this anymore Frank I cannot be here anymore" she said trying to open the pill bottle in her hands. "Lindsey stop it you can't do this to yourself, Lindsey please" I said trying to grab the pills from her hand. "FRANK DONT STOP ME OKAY!!YOU CANT CONTROL ME!! Please let me do this.. no one loves me I can't stay here anymore.. I'm done frank..." she said In between sobs. The cap flew off of the pills and they went everywhere while she collapsed into my arms. "Lindsey I love you you can stay here cmon don't do this lets go watch a movie" I said pulling her up off of the ground. I turned on her favorite movie and I made her popcorn and we sat on the couch but even when I said something funny or sad or happy she just stared at the ground. "Lindsey please listen to me, your so much better than her you can do this. Don't let this get the best of you" I said trying to look at her. " how would you know frank...you have never loved anyone as much as I loved her and now she's gone...I might as well be gone too" she got up and walked away. I thought about what she said. She loved that girl and now Lindsey is stuck. She can't decide if she want to carry on. I knew one thing that could help her. Music would help her. I knew that I needed help also. I needed to have someone just as much as she needed to forget someone. I called a friend of mine that played bass. His name was Mikey Way. I knew Mikey played bass a little bit and he was the smartest person I knew. "Mikey my friend Lindsey is not good off right now, and I wanted to ask you if you were interested in making a band?". A moment of silence and then I heard him say. "I would love to and I know all of our band members already...."