7:15 pm
I'm staying alone with Shawn for an hour? WHAT.
"Earth to Violet?" He says being cute. "Sorry I was thinking." I say awkwardly. "What were you thinking about? Me?" He smirks. I blush. "No!" I say even more awkwardly than before. He laughs. "Come here let's talk a bit more. I want to get to know you better." He says. "Okay." I agree and we sit down. "Let's take turns asking questions, okay?" I suggest, he nods. "I'm going first." He says. "I wanna go first." I say. "What do you want your career to be?" He asks, ignoring what I just said and I roll my eyes with a small smile. "Well, I want to be a singer but I don't think that'll happen so my second choice is to be a pediatrician." I say. "You shouldn't give up on your dreams." He says looking at me with those green-brown eyes. "I know but I just don't think I'm good enough.." I say as I have a sad look on my face. "Lets hear it." He says. "I'll get my guitar." He says and gets up and goes to the other room. He comes back with the guitar and sits beside me with the guitar in his hands. "I'm too scared." I say. "Scared of what?" He asks. "Of embarrassing myself, being bad. Not even being close to good and then embarrassing myself in front of you. Your an amazing singer and I just-" I ramble. "Just pretend your by yourself. Close your eyes and sing." He says. "What song should I sing?" I ask. "You could sing one of my songs if you'd like or if you know any." He suggests. "Okay. I'll sing three empty words." I say hesitantly. He starts to play the song on his guitar. I start to sing. "I'll pick you up at the same time, at the same place , the same old drive. We'll just talk about our day to try to fill the awkward space tonight." I sing , closing my eyes. "Your doing amazing, keep going" Shawn says. I smile and keep going. "We'll play the song we used to love while we try to fall in love again , oh. We don't know who's wrong or right but we don't even care enough to fight." I sing with my heart. "We're going through the motions cause we can't fix what's broken and I know it's gonna hurt so darling I'll go first cause I won't keep on saying those three empty words. No, I won't keep on saying, those three empty words." He sings along with me for the chorus. I open my eyes and smile. "That's all I'm going to sing." I say taking a deep breath. "That was amazing." He compliments me. "You don't have to lie." I say. "I'm not, I promise. I think your really good." He says. "Thank you." I blush. "My turn! Ummm, what's your favourite place in the world?" I ask. "Home." He says. "Do you have a boyfriend?" He asks out of nowhere. "No, I don't. But I broke up with my first boyfriend a few months ago." "How long were you two together?" He asks. "It's my turn, your going to have to ask that after," I laugh, "how long was your longest relationship?" I ask. "2 years. But we broke up a while ago. So now back to my question, how long were you two together?" He asks. "A year and 3 months. How many girlfriends have you had?" I say. "I've had 2 girlfriends, the first one didn't last long though." He replies. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" He asks. "I do." I say. "Have you ever been in love. "I have once. Have you ever been in love?" He asks. At this point we're sitting close to each other and not looking away from each other. "I was and it was the biggest mistake I have ever made." I say looking down. "What happened?" He asks. "He cheated on me..." I start, "with my best friend." I continue. I start to tear up but I wipe it away right away. "But it's okay, they're out my life." I say. "People deserve a second chance, at least as a friend." He says. "I gave him another chance. And he did the same thing with the same person." I say trying to hold in my tears. "But maybe it's my fault." I say quietly. "Why would it be your fault?" He asks removing a strand of hair from my face and putting it behind my ear. "Because I wasn't good enough. That's the thing, I was madly in love but I always knew 'I love you' was just three empty words to him." I say as a tear drops down my cheeks. He lifts up my chin once more and our lips our inches away. "He's an idiot, okay? Anyone would be insanely lucky to have you. He isn't good enough for you, not the other way around." He says. God I want to kiss him, he's just so annoyingly sweet and funny. I don't know how I can possibly like him this much already, and it's not because he's famous or that he's the Shawn Mendes.
Its because his songs mean something to him. It's because he's sweet and funny but he's super annoying and I love all of that. And he can actually put up with me. He's comforting and smart. He's full of confidence but he's humble. OKAY, lets go back to reality.
"Th-thank you." I stutter. "You're amazing." He says looking at my lips then back to my eyes and back to my lips again. "You are too." I say. He leans in and I do too. We're about to kiss when...
Read the next chapter to find out what happens next!. Comment and up vote :)
YOU ARE READING
Kid In Love (S.M)
FanfictionYour friends with Shawn's friend and you meet him, you get to know him, you become friends, and slowly but surely, you fall in love with him. Him on the other hand , you don't know how he feels.
