Caught Up In You (Johnny Depp Fanfiction) ✔

part 20

"Do you love me court?" He said all of a sudden making me put my phone on my pocket immediately.

I choked down through my lungs.

YOU DON'T. BUT SAY THAT YOU DO, CASSIE.

SAY IT.

"I..." I mumbled.

"I love you Johnny" I said.

Then my body is shaking.

He looks deep into my eyes. IS THIS CALLED A GUILTY FEELING?

OR

OR

LOVE?

"You sounds different, court" he smiled.

"You always said 'I do' but now you said 'I love you' " he said.

I notice it.

I always said. "I do"

But never "I love you"

WHAT HAPPEN CASSIE?

WHY ARE YOU BEING NOT SURE ABOUT YOURSELF?

ABOUT YOUR FEELING?

CASSIE, WE HALF ARRIVE.

HES NOW LIKE A WEAK MAN.

CRUMBLE TO PIECES.

NOW, WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOURE FAKE.

WE WILL DIE. HE WILL BREAK DOWN.

SAID IT CASSIE.

THEN LEFT HIM ALONE.

But I can't.

I'm betraying myself.

I can't.

He's so drunk now, I'm gonna leave him now?

THAT IS THE PURPOSE ISNT IT?

No.

I can't do that.

"You're drunk johnny, you better sit" I said.

"Courtney, look into my eyes" he said.

I can't stare him.

I can't.

"Courtney" he said, pressed his lips againts mine.

"You are the one that I have"

"Don't let me down" he said.

"I don't have anything now" he said.

"I don't have.."

"Anything" he said.

My tears run down. I can't stop it.

I used to lost everything.

When my parents died in a plane crash.

I lost everything.

EVERYTHING.

HOPE TOO.

I hugged johnny,.letting him hug me tighter.

WHY IS IT FEELING SO RIGHT NOW?

"Courtney you're crying?" He said.

"No, " I lied.

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I ran to the bathroom, feeling the warm water greeted me. I can feel my brain goes nuts but I still feeling the same.

GOD.

I WANT HIM TO BREAK LIKE A PAPER AND HE DID.

WHY CANT I BREAK HIM AGAIN NOW?

WE ARE HALF 'ARRIVE'

WHY I'M BEING WEAK?

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