Caught Up In You (Johnny Depp Fanfiction) ✔

part 25

I try to surprise him,

I hug him from the back and kiss me.

He just stand there.

GOSH HE GOT MY PHONE

YEAH I LEFT IT IN MY PANTS LAST NIGHT.

"We ruined his life cassie" johnny stand by the door reading my text message.

"Cassie?" He said to me.

"Courtney or should I call you that?" He said.

"Johnny.. It's not like--"

"Shut up!" He yelled.

"I don't want to hear any bullshits from your mouth again" he said.

"What is my fault?" He push me away.

"How dare you?" He said.

"Is that all we've done yesterday is all a lie?" He said

"No" I shaked my head.

Tears down my eyes. I can taste it.

"Johnny" I cried.

"I'm sorry, I was blind" I said.

"The one who I really love, is actually the one that who destroy me" he said, his eyes widened.

"I've seen it all gurl" he said.

"I knew it all now" he said.

He widened his eyes.

You make me scared johnny.

You scared me.

Don't scared me johnny.

"You are a snake" he yelled.

"You're the one who use your body for money!" He said.

He said like I'm a whore.

I cried.

"Johnny...." I cried. I can't breath.

"That tears is nothing" he said.

"I hate you"

"I hate you"

"So much"

"I regret everything I've done to you"

"I regret the moment I saw you in that blue shirt"

"Go" he said.

"Goodbye, cassie if that's your real name" he said, turn around not to face me.

"Goodbye" he said.

"No john" I grab his hand.

He slap mine.

"Goodbye" he said.

"I hope I will not meet you again" he said.

I choked.

I feel like I'm gonna stab my lungs with a knife.

I don't want to live.

"Don't say like that" I cried.

"Goodbye, cassie" he said.

"I don't want to go" I said with my shaking voice.

"Then I TOLD YOU TO!" He yelled.

"Go, or I will push you!" He yelled.

"Don't do this john" I said.

"DON'T DO THIS, CASSIE!" He repeated.

"Go, now!" He said.

"Now!!" He said.

I take my things,

"Johnny I'm going home" I said.

"Thank you so much" I said.

"I love-" I can't say it. He will not believe me.

My voice is shaking.

I can't handle it.

He don't even look at me.

I take my bags and ran away. He don't care.

HE DONT CARE ABOUT ME.

AND HE WILL NOT CARE.

EVER AGAIN.