Caught Up In You (Johnny Depp Fanfiction) ✔

part 36

I have to see johnny.

I can't take it anymore.

I have to meet johnny.

I have to.

I have to meet him.

But why?

Our baby is gone.

He didn't have any responsibility to me now

Our baby is gone.

Gone.

Why should I go and see him again

It just make me want him.more

OH GOD

I miss him

Nothings wrong about visiting 'old friend' right?

Anyway, I still remember his adress.

I should go there

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I take cab and all the paparazi was already there.

They were searching for his new girl news.

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"Johnny get out, tell us about your girl"

"Johnny johnny your fans is dying to know"

"Johnny who's the girl?"

"Johnny would you show us!?"

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I can see him from the balcony.

All the memory that we share from the balcony making me dizzy.

I'm a dork. I really am.

I miss how he kiss me.

How his lips taste like maple syrup

I miss how warm it is to hug him

To look into his eyes and you know you're in it.

To look at his smile and you know that you're the reason of it.

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He's going outside and wave to the crowd.

He smiled and suddenly he notice me.

He locked his yes on mine.

Johnny, did you remember?

Did you miss me johnny?

Did you love me?

Did you,

Forgive me?

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The papz continue asking and johnny answered,

"Yeah, I she's a nice girl and she's everything to me" he said.

This words break me so much as he gave me an evil smile

He know I love him, don't he?

Why should he telling them about another girl in front of me?

Don't he know how hurt that would feel?

It's hurts john.

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"She's the best" he said again.

Revealing an evil smile..

His eyes is filled with anger as he look into my eyes.

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God, I can't take it anymore.

I shouldn't be here at the first place.

I shouldn't try.

I shouldn't even try.

My heart tells me,

'He will not notice you again cassie.

Wake up.

Life is not something you can choose.

You missed an oppurtunity,

NOW YOU WILL PAY FOR IT '