Caught Up In You (Johnny Depp Fanfiction) ✔

part 24

"Ugh" I woke up finding this place is all a mess.

We're getting so hot last night.

I cover my body with a fabric.

God it felt a bit hurt. Still, but I liked it.

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY

I don't wanna go, God.

I don't.

"Courtney," he mumbled.

"Where are you going baby?" He said.

"Bathroom john" I smiled.

He walk to me making me shiver down through my feet.

"Am I hurting you last night?" He kissed my cheek.

"No" I smiled.

Johnny hug me.

"This is your last day" he said.

"You can stay if you like" he said

GOD, DONT MAKE ME WANT MORE.

I SHOULD GO.

I CANT WAIT TIL HE FIND OUT WHO I AM.

"I want to go home and take care of my apartment, john" I smiled

"I'm sure I will visit you" I giggled.

He looked at me with a sad expression

Don't do this john

"Really?" He said

"Uhm-hmm" I nod.

"Okay babe, I will wait here as you take a shower" he said.

I hug him tight. I will miss him

I WILL MISS HIM.

I KNEW IT.

I KNEW IT.

-

I step into the bathroom releasing all the feeling behind.

Last night is really hard for me.

I love every single of it.

Every single of it.

Something that I will never forget.

-

I dried myself with my towel, put on a shirt and a pair of jeans and started to pack my things up.

God.

I can't do this.

I want to be here.

I want to be here with johnny.

HEAVEN KNOWS HOW I HATE HIM BEFORE.

I DONT KNOW,

That feeling is just evaporate and dissapear.

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?

-

I look around at his room.

I will miss this.

The softness of his bed.

Well,

I will miss johnny.

And his morning looks,

His sleepy voice,

His hug,

His breath,

His smile,

His jokes,

His music,

His laughed,

His pancakes.

HIS KISS.

I will miss all of that.

I can still saw him at the tv

But I made him lost his job

God, What can I Do?