The Alpha's Nerd.

Epilouge:

One Year Later:
Arabelle's POV:
Sometimes we end up making mistakes, mistakes that change us. I made a mistake that, I still have immense regrets about. It haunts me and I know I won't be at peace, if I don't set it right. We saw less of each other, as the days went by. I guess both of us were terrified, of what we would say, if we crossed paths. So we changed our paths, but I guess fate had a very different destiny planned.
I made a mistake. I was stupid,weak, afraid and I destroyed the only beautiful thing in my life. I think the mere thought, of building that perfect future instills in us a fear and that fear leads to a lot of wrong decisions.
I strayed away far I guess I had forced myself, to get lost. If that is somehow possible. But I guess eventually I figured out where I belonged. I was going home...

We always live in fear... of the past, present, future it sort of grips us and becomes our weakness. My life was supposed to be the perfect fairytale, straight out of the books. But I ended up a mess.

Kellan's POV:
A year. 365 days. 12 months. 52 weeks. That's how long I was lost for. I became detached. But I guess there are good times and bad but this was the darkest. I didn't know what to do. I just let her go. And she didn't turn back no matter, how much I wanted her to stop, she didn't.
It takes a spilt second to lose everything, but a lifetime to have it back. Why wouldn't I move on? I couldn't and neither did I wanna try. I was a mess without her and I guess I always will be.

Arabelle's Pov:
We try to find an escape from reality and in whatever means it is, it sort of is like a reminder that the outside world, the reality is a scary place. We all have an escape and we all use it, when life gets hard and sort of unworthy, of trying to live it everyday. What's my escape you ask? Its pretty easy to me, while hard on those around me. Detachment. My one and only source of sanity. I just vanish into thin air, standing in front of you one minute, non existent the next. But now here I am, trying to fix the wrongs I have done.

Kellans POV:
What happens when life puts you back, in the same situation, you wanna run away from? A whole 360°of emotions right? A whole effin rollercoaster ride, through the same crap. Yup that's how I felt as the one person who I thought, I would never see again was right in front of me.
Anger. Resentment. Hatred all these emotions wanted to let go, but my love for her overpowered those emotions.
"What are you doing here?" I said through clenched teeth. Emotions will not get the better of me.
"I I came to see you"
"Well you saw me. Happy now? Leave. "
She stepped inside blocking the door.
"You haven't changed a bit." She said trying to make conversation.
"So have you. But a lot has changed."
The air turned cold as ice, my words stung as if revealing a known truth.
"Why are you here?"
"To see you and apologize."
"Isn't what you did a damn good apology already?"
'"I know I wasn't fair, I wasn't strong enough to fight for you for what we have."
"I have just one question to ask you."
Her head low, tears falling from her eyes, she sat silent.
"Did you love me at all?"
Silence.
"Did you Ara?"
"Yes I did. I still do."
"Then why didnt you trust me? That my love for you would be enough for the both of us. That I would be strong enough to protect you? You didnt. Instead you left which proves you didnt love me at all. "

"But we can fix things can't we? Another chance to be happy?" She asked hopeful.
"We were happy and in love but you and I both ruined each other. You ruined me in love. "

"I love you. I always have. I always will." She left without saying a word.

Sometimes things should be left broken. Like hearts. Broken things do have beauty as much as we try to ignore it. Sometimes our words are broken and incomplete but its still beautiful. Broken things and people are beautiful. Cause they were the image of perfection but they had the courage to break. Thats what makes them priceless.

Our story ends on a beautiful note. Cause beautiful journeys deserve a beautiful end.

And thats the end!
Finally!
Though this was not what I had originally planned here goes nothing.
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Book Started: 9th July 2016.
Book Ended: 1st June 2017.