Shit Happens

Chapter 18

Chapter 18:

Blain's POV:

I stare at Adrian. "You... Did... the right thing." I whisper closing my eyes. I was letting Adrian go, I was breaking the promise. The promise we made when we were little after Adrian got a leech on him. I'm sorry Adrian... I have to let go...

"No! Blain please! Don't close your eyes!" Adrian shouts, but its too late, I'm already letting go... Breaking our promise... Sorry Adrian... I love you... Best friend...

Adrian's POV:

I stare at the wall, unable to move, unable to do anything. I killed my own best friend and now, I wanted to die. I wanted to feel what he felt when I stabbed him. I wanted to just die because I didn't deserve to live any longer. I really didn't because I was a murderer. I murdered my best friend and now Stephen won't talk to me. Stephen probably hates me. I did kill his mate, his lover, his everything. Now, I was just a stupid little boy sitting on his bed thinking about ending his life. I stand up and go over to the window. I look out the window and wonder if I'd die if I jumped out. Then I could be with Blain, maybe then he'd forgive me. I can't let him go. I can't. We promised. If I forget about him, I'll be breaking our promise.

"Adrian. get away from the window." Lucifer enters my room looking pissed. I don't listen to him, I just stare out the window. I have to keep the promise. I open the window and start making my way out of it but Lucifer pulls me back. I glare at him.

"Let go, I have a promise to keep." I hiss, trying to move away. Lucifer glares at me and slaps me across the face. I whimper in pain, but it feels better than the pain I'm feeling already. I wait for another slap... No I hope for another slap. Something to take my mind off of Blain. Something to take me away.

"Snap the fuck out of it!" Lucifer growls. I stare at him and look down.

"How can I? Blain... I-" I break out into a sob and Lucifer sighs, pulling me into a hug. I just want my best friend back. Is that too much to ask?

"Its okay, shh." I shove Lucifer way and shake my head.

"No! No! It is not okay! My best friend just died and I killed him! I killed him!" I let out a cry and fall to my knees. I can't just sit in this stupid room thinking about this... I need something...

"Adrian, please..." Lucifer falls to his knees in front of me and cups my cheeks in his hands. "What can I do?" He asks. I gaze up at him and grab his wrists.

"Hold me... Love me..." I whisper, I need to take my mind off of it. Its not letting Blain go... Its a little break. Like always when we first got into relationships. We were with our boyfriends. Yeah, thats how it is. Thats how it will be from now on. Just a long break from each other.

Stephen's POV:

My little brother killed my boyfriend, his best friend. I... My mate is gone... What do I do? Is it supposed to hurt this much? Am I supposed to feel this much physical pain? It literally feels like my heart is breaking. Except, I have this weird feeling, its a litte unexplanatory for me though. I have this weird feeling in my heart too... Which is why it hasn't completely broken. I have this weird feeling that Blain is somehow still alive. I know I held his body and he looked dead, but... I can't help this feeling that is nagging at me. What if... What if he is still alive? What if? Fucking what ifs.

"Stephen man, ya alright?" I look at Karson, one of my friends I made from the packs. I shake my head.

"Why would I be alright? I just lost my mate, Karson. Lose yours, see how it feels." I snap and stomp off. Karson calls after me, but I ignore him. Dayja's dead eyes flash through my mind. Zane killed him. I wonder how Zane is doing after all of this. Blain was basically all Zane had left. I can just imagine how all of this is for him. I look down at my feet and sigh. Blain... I love you so much... Come back to me Blain...