Wounded || HopeKook/JungHope ||

Chapter 22

Jungkook's POV

  "You want it. You definitely do."  The words kept on replaying in my mind. After giving a rather very blank look as an answer, hyung shook his head in frustration and let out a tired sigh and put on the movie. The entire time we spent watching the movie, hyung sat far away from me. Okay, maybe that was bit exaggerated but, like, he was all the way to the other side, staring at the screen. He did not even dare to get closer, when i did he simply moved away even more.

Not being able to take the cold shoulder anymore i just decided to leave. "Hyung, i will be going now.." i said in a low voice. Still no answer. "Bye hyung." i whispered that and left tears already moistening my eyes. Great now even he hates me, probably. He didn't even come see me off. Sulking i got into my apartment, only to get greeted by a bone crushing hug from my mother. "Hey Kookie, how was your day?" she asked as she led me to the kitchen. I quickly wiped my eyes not wanting her to see me sad.

"It was great, i talked to Jimin and Taehyung, and did lots of other stuff." i answered, trying to give her a small smile. She nodded her head as she turned around, putting on her apron, "Are you hungry? Or did you have something already?" she asked. "I am fine mom, i had chinese take out with Hoseok hyung." She immediately turned around at the mention of hyung's name. "Really? I have to talk to Hoseok again, he keeps on spoiling you so much." she pinched my cheeks. I smiled having a flashback of all the times hyung had taken care of me. The adoring smile was soon replaced with a melancholic one, as i replayed the memories of just a few minutes ago. 

"What happened?" Mom seemed to notice the change in my mood. "Oh nothing. Nothing at all, just another mood swing i guess." i tried to convince her, she still seemed a bit hesitant but turned back around, as i told her i am going to go rest now.

I washed up before going to bed. All kinds of thoughts were surrounding me. I should have been careful, hyung only cares about me and i ended up hurting him. I feel like trash, i knew he was just trying to help me out, but i still ended up hurting us both. Getting out of the shower, i looked at my body, and stared at my stomach that was still flat. "When did it all get so hard? Why did i end up with you?" i caressed my stomach, "But i can't seem to let go of you either. Is this really what i want in life? To have you as a part of it?" i talked to the flat stomach. 

"Will it be alright for both of us?" i looked at it one last time as i put on my clothes, ready to get in bed. I got into bed, staring up at the ceiling. Nothing was going right, but i want to make it right once again. Am i really ready for this? With that as the last thought i fell into restless slumber.

Hoseok's POV

Why am i so damn stupid? Who asked you to ask that question when you knew it makes him uncomfortable? I tugged at my hair in frustration. I was so mean to him when he left. i could practically tell he was hurt a lot by his voice. Why do i have to be like this? I always let anger take the best of me. I really needed to do something. Knowing Jungkook, he is probably blaming himself right now. Dumbass, i curse at myself.

*the next morning*

Jungkook's POV

My eyes shot open as i heard a CLANG! noise from outside the room. Mom should've left by now, this means only one other person could be here. My train of thought was interrupted when i heard the bedroom door open, and i went on with pretending to sleep. Quiet footsteps approached my bed, and not a long time after that i felt the bed side on the right dip. My body tensed up as i felt heat surround me.

Arms snaked around my waist and a face rest itself on my back. I could instantly tell who it was. "Jungkookie.." the warm and soft voice whined. "I know you are awake, stop acting." hyung continued. "What if i don't want to?" i answered back, melting into the touch finally, not being able to hold myself back. Hyung rubbed his head on my back in a childish manner, a smile broke out on my lips. 

"I am sorry. I know i acted wrong. I should've understood it from your perspective. Please forgive hyung." he apologized. "I will think about it."i answered in a playful tone. "Yah!" he protested. I chuckled and flipped so now i could bury my face in his chest. "Okay, okay fine, stop acting like a kid." i laughed softly. "But you know i hate you."i said my voice serious again. "What?' hyung gulped. "Do you have any idea how problematic it was to sleep alone? It is your fault i can't sleep alone peacefully now. I hate you for that." i mumbled  the last part, cheeks heating up from embarrassment.

"Aww, did Jungkook miss his personal heater?"i could tell he was smirking now. I hit his chest playfully as he shook with laughter. "Okay, okay i am sorry again, let's go grab some breakfast i had to make specially for you." I jumped eagerly from his statement. 

We had breakfast, soft laughs filling up the room with brightness. After we were done, hyung had to leave. "Bye Jungkook. Take care of yourselves." he said poking my stomach. I swatted his hand away. "Yeah yeah bye. study hard don't miss me much."i said with a cheeky smile. "I will try not to." But his next action left me breathless. Just when he stepped out, he turned around and pecked me on the lips.

Pecked me.

On the lips.

OH. MY. GOD.

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