Hoseok's POV
After that conversation with Jungkook in his room, i hadn't talked to him much. My life was too occupied with my studies, work and thoughts to meet him properly, i just had a short conversation with his mother everyday, about his health while she was going to work and i had to go to my morning classes.
But today was important, it was a Saturday and i had finally got time to met Jungkook. I woke up early in the morning, changed, had breakfast and went to his apartment. Mrs Jeon had work today too, so as she had advised me, I rang the bell, and used the key under the front door carpet to unlock it. I went in and called out for Jungkook, he peeked his head out from his room's door at the end of the hall. He opened the door for me and told me to come in.
"Hey, how have you been Jungkook?"" i asked as i took the desk chair. "Sick and tired."he muttered. I nodded my head not knowing what to say. "I thought, you were going to stop visiting and probably rethinking your decision to help me, since you hadn't come to meet me for a while."He said as he looked down at his locked hands."I was scared you know, scared that my doubt was coming true, stupid of me right?" he chuckled and looked up at the ceiling, wiping his eyes. "But what else could i do, i always have a doubt that everyone i know will once leave me."his voice cracked at the end. I moved to his bed where he was sitting, but made sure not to go too close, to not make him feel uncomfortable.
"Look Jungkook, i made a promise to you, and i want you to know that i don't ever break my promises. Just please put your trust in me, fully, i promise i will never let you down. I'm sorry i haven't been visiting you often, and i know you must have felt alone because your mother is hardly ever here. But i have been really busy at university and work. But now, i promise to take out time for you."i said. I could see him relax as i said those words. He looked and smiled, a big one, it was cute; he had a cute bunny smile.
"So are you hungry?"i asked smiling back. "A bit..."he whispered and i laughed at his reaction. "Come on let's make you something to eat. "i told him as i walked out. The rest of day was spent with us just goofing around, and it was fun and really happy for me because i got to see Jungkook all care free for the first time, it was great to see the real child hiding behind those damaged shards of glass.
~~~~7 Days skip~~~~
Today, was finally the day of Jungkook's long awaited appointment, i had woken up really early, so i wouldn't be late. This week had been quite uneventful, Jungkook and i bonded over numerous things, Mrs. Jeon is still out of the picture, even though she tries hard to, her work is holding her back. I have been giving her updates on Jungkook to keep her at ease, especially today, she was having a hard time not being there for Jungkook's first appointment.
When it was time to leave i went to the Jeon's apartment and knocked, then walking in using the key. I called out for Jungkook."Jungkook are you ready?" I yelled. "Coming!"he answered and i went to sit on the couch and wait or him.
Jungkook's POV
I checked at my body in the mirror of my room,extra chub had started to appear on my belly; I don't know what to feel about it. I know that abortion is a very brutal choice, but i can't have a baby at such a young age. As much as i hate the sperm donator of this creature, i can't seem to hate it much anymore. I have very mixed feelings about. I feel so scared of having it and even letting go of it.
"Jungkook are you ready?"i heard Hoseok hyung yell. "Coming!"i yelled back, as i wore my clothes, straightened up my hair and went out. "Ready?"hyung said as i walked out, I nodded, "Ready,"i said as i took the hand he was holding out.
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Hey fluffballs! how have you been doing? Plz let me know in the comments, i am always worried about all of yours health, either way i hope you all are doing fine. I am really sorry for not being able to update, i have an idea for a vmin oneshot so i have been busy planning it, i will upload it once it is complete. Plz let me know if you liked this chapter, vote if you did. Take care! I love you all!
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أدب الهواة"A bruise is tender but does not last, it leaves me as I always was. But a wound I take much more to heart, for a scar will always leave its mark." - Wounded, Lang Leav In which Jungkook is left with a scar, a...
