Cupcake Killer

What The Hell Made Me This Fucking Way

I texted Ady saying that I'm on my way. I grabbed my Guitar, strings,and picks. I went to the bathroom to make sure I looked at lest decent. I looked around then I remembered something, something I haven't done sence 7th grade...

FLASHBACK-

"Just end yourself already." they said. " why don't I just kill you, your gonna do it yourself anyway." they said. I was cornerd. "Hey,stop leave her the hell alone." Annabelle said. They turned around targeting her now. "What are you gonna do 'ya little pussy."they said. "This," She pushed the middle one out of the way, grabbed my hand and ran out of school. Secnce her house was closer to the school we ran there. Then we stayed there, the whole day.

  After I left her house I walked home, our houses were pretty close together so I could walk home if I wanted. When I got home I ignored my mother and father and went straight to my room. When I got there I went straight to my shelf, hidden under an innocent stuffed animal were two blades I took out of a pencil sharpener. I took the blades to the bathroom along with a long sleeve shirt that I was gonna wear to bed.

I too the blade and gently placed it against my arm.  I was thinking if it was really worth it. It was like the angel and devil on my shoulder. Aparently the devil won because I ended up making seven slashes across my arm. I the quickly put on the black long sleeve shirt I was gonna wear to bed.

END FLASHBACK

I took my pencil sharpener out of my bag and my screwdriver that I always keep, 'ya know just in case someone decides to go on a murdering spree and I don't wanna die that day.  Anyway, I slowly started to deconstruct the sharpener. after all the plastic was off the blade I put the blades in my wallet and started to head to Adyson's house with my guitar and wallet.