Why Do I Do These Things

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I arrived at Adysons house and set everything up, Little did Ady,Hailey,or Gerard know, I had the one blade in my pocket. "Hey, before we start I gotta go to the bathroom. I'll be back in a few." I said. Ady nodded and I went upstairs to the bathroom. I took the blades out of my back pocket and remembered what Mrs.Johnson said,

FLASHBACK-

"Do you ever feel that way?" she asked.

I hesitated and slowly shrugged my shoulders.

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I stood and contemplated everything for a minute, my friends, onyx,Gerard. NO! I wont let them stop me. I've made up my mind, I'm doing this weather they like it or not. They wont miss me.

One cut, one long cut from my elbow all the way down to my wrist. Blood starts dripping from my arm to the floor.

"Hey,Ireland, you almost done yet we gotta practice." I heard Hailey. I remained silent, "Ireland,... IREland... IRELAND!" she started shouting louder and louder but I stayed silent. I remembered I didn't lock the door, who would have known that when blood hits a granite sink it makes noise, because Hailey opened the door and immediately passed out. She saw the blood...

After watching her pass out I begin to feel light-headed also. I hit the floor with a thud, then everything goes black.

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