Hole in a wall

28th part

What an awful night. I didn't think I will sleep so it wasn't that bad. I was laying on the bed thinking about Zayn. I knew he wouldn't come... He has his job, better girlfriend than I am etc. Even thought I was sure he won't come, I still waited. I was watching television, reading some old books on shelves, walking around the room... And suddenly something came to my mind: Why would I wait for him? He helped me a lot and I have to thank him, but I can do whatever I want till this evening when I'll pack my things and go away. Make-up artist, hair dresser, clothes shops... It sounds like a mall! I brushed my hair in the minute and got ready to leave the house.

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Street was the same as yesterday, just brighter because it's only noon. I ran accross the street and walked for a half an hour. I was in the center of London.

"Can you help me?"

"Sure! What's the problem?"-A young girl answered my question. I asked something again..

"Oh, the mall is right in this block, you will recognize it."-Girl smiled and showed me. As I said thanks my feet took me to the shopping centre. Firstly, I bought a lot of food. I really ain't going to eat in a long while if I don't prepare myself. I had a limited budget then. Then I walked to Muller store and purchased a deodorant, shampoo and make-up. It was all expensive but I found a way to pay the make-up artist book, too. I came home when the moon is coming out. I started packing my stuff. When the tears almost started leaving my eyes, I heard a doorbell. I opened them and wiped my tears of. I thought Zayn decided to come...

"This is for you, miss."-Postman handed me a package.

"Thank you."-I signed and closed the doors. I opened the package. There was a note: 'You really thought I will leave you? You fool. Now unpack your thingies because I am coming.'

I sighed. My feet were flowing, I felt flawless! I didn't take my stuff out of my suitcase because I was too excited. I sat on couch and decided to get rest. But that was a bad choice because I fell asleep. I felt someone breeding in front of me. I thought it was wind from the opened window but I was wrong... I ignored it but it was getting more annoying when I felt it on my neck. My eyes opened hardly because I was tired.

"Good morning, babe!"-I heard a voice I've already heard. I couldn't know who it is until I rubbed my eyes. When I figured out it's the hottest person I have ever seen, I knew who it is.

"Zayn."-I yawned.

"Yeah... U mad?"

"I thought you are mad... I'm sorry..."

He said I shouldn't apologize and it's all his fault. I didn't want us to start a fight so I shut up and smiled. He pulled himself closer to me but this time I wasn't feeling awkward like before. Like I've been living the perfect life. We hugged tightly. Zayn smirked and I laughed. He was slowly laying me down on the sofa and landed on me. I licked my teeth and Zayn kissed me.

"I don' wanna do anything wrong this time, are you sure you are ready?"

I wasn't sure am I ready... I wanted to do it but it just doesn't feel right. I was wordless. Zayn repeated rhe question, but more seriously. He was pulling back when I didn't answer.-"Just tell me yes or no, I wanna be with you and make you satisfied but I can't do it while you are still not sure."

He stood up and followed his steps to the kitchen. We sat on thw kitchen table.

"Why do you hate me so much?"

"What? You think I don't love you? Did you listen to my voice message. It sure tells a lot."-I screamed.

Zayn touched my hand. I gently put my other hand on his hand which was on my hand, hahaha! I smiled and was leaning to kiss him but he started talking.-"Oh, abour the voice mail... It got me im a really bad situation."

I opened my mouth and asked him why. He moved his hand from me and put his both arms in his pockets.-"Perrie."

"OMG!"-My whole world collapsed.-"She thinks it's bad for your job, right?"

Zayn took a big breath. I absolutely knew it isn't going to be that simple.

"She, she heard the message and waited for me to come home. We had a terrible argument. She said it's bad for our carreers but I said I am careful and I'm not gonna let anyone find out about it. Then she showed me the newspaper. Today, I was released... Paparazzi found out about me coming here and they thought Pezz and I are splitting up. They released it's all a misunderstanding and I've been at my old apartment just to take some old stuff."

"I suppose she isn't that bad, she saved your damn sexy ass."-I smiled and hugged him for encouragement and support.

"You think that's a problem? You know what she said when I said tranks to her and asked why is she so worried then? She said she still loves me! And then she left the house... I am so worried, I don't wanna harm her, she helped me a lot. Can you give me an advice?"-Zayn was worried and scared.

"How can I help!? I don't wanna bother you two, just be with her and leave me alone!"-I yelle at him like it's all his fault. Althought I knew he is innocent, I wasn't selfish and I wanted him to be happy, I am already dead inside.

"Love, why are you so frightened? I love you! Did any boy ever say he loves you? I am the only one who ever loved you this much! I would rather leave Perrie and my carreer than you! I am the only boy who would sacrifise like..."-Zayn was trying to calm me down.

"My dad loved me more! He loved me more than you ever will! Don't ever try to prove you love me more. I know you love me, and I love you, too. But my daddy loves me more..."-I laid on the couch and cried. Zayn walked to me and put his arm on my back. He picked me up and sat next to me.-"Chloe, it is alright... I am sorry, but I haven't heard your story and I didn't know your dad is not here anymore. I'm sorry."

I heard myself telling him it's my fault and I shouldn't be that sensitive. Zayn kissed me and said he will listen to my story and he will sleep here with me, whatever Perrie says. I was flattered! I told him the whole story and he apologized again. Soon we got to bedroom, that romantic, lovely bedroom. We were cuddling and making out for a couple more hours. I told him everything he needed to know about me, and he opened up for me...