SATURDAY THE CRAMPS are so horrible that I just curl up under the sheets all day, wallowing.I eat cake and ice cream and then I just die, and TV doesn't help and I don't even wanna touch a book.
Caleb texts me hey and I reply with
My period is soo bad
please don't come near
me with a ten foot poleI cover my face with a pillow, as if that will make it better.
What if I bring movies and food?
That makes me smile, just a teeny bit.
If you throw in some ibuprofen
then you got yourself a deal.Done. See you at six.
I'll be here 😖
Around two I get about ten minutes of blissful reprieve, so I clean up, just a little. And then it starts all over again, so I just lay on the couch with the Discovery channel playing in the background. Ugh. It doesn't help that I had but one measly little Advil left this morning. And there is no way I could ever make it to the store.
Four more hours of mind-numbing pain? Not really an option, is it?
But the only other option...
No. I can't.
Yes you can.
No.
Yes.
No.
But it hurts. Thinking about it also hurts. Anyway, he's probably not even home.
And then, because the universe is conspiring against me, I hear the familiar tread of footsteps, the slight jingle of keys and the swift opening and closing of his door. Ughh. Not a chance.
Do it.
Don't you dare.
But I need to.
I remember the last time I saw him, my fists pounding against his chest and my tears staining his shirt, his arms wrapped around my waist, holding me close.
Yeah. I've officially been driven insane.
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"DOLCEZZA." HE DOESN'T look too surprised to see me. Just tired, as usual. He takes me in top to bottom, raising an eyebrow.
Yes, I'm still in my pajamas. And I haven't brushed my hair. And I'm in so much pain that I don't give a flying crap about the fact I look absolutely terrible.
"Do you have any Advil or something?" I close my eyes, because of the cramps and because it's probably easier if I don't look at him.
He makes a small, affirmative hum, and just that tiny little sound low in his throat is sexy as hell. I hear him recede and I stop hiding behind closed eyelids, a little more awake than I was before.
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