Loving You!(*Roman Reigns love story*)

*Chapter 11*

"She said get out!"he repeated only this time louder.

As soon as I heard his voice I knew who it was. It was the same voice that I fell inlove with 5 years ago when I was still traveling with the WWE. He was the only reason I would go to FCW and check on the talent with Vince. I was only 17 but I knew then and there that I was in love with him. He went by Leakee until he changed it to Roman Reigns when got bumped up into the main roster with Seth and Dean.

"Punk get out please"I said one last time but he still didnt listen so Roman grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and threw him out.

"thanks."I said trying not to look Roman in the eyes.

"Star look at me. why wont you talk to me ever since I told you I was engaged you just cut me of."whe he said engaged I felt my heart shatter. I keep telling myself no to cry because then he'll know somethings up.

"im sorry I was just taken back but its fine dont worry."I lied holding back the tears.

"Are you sure? Star I really do want us to be friends cause for the short time we got to talk it was fun and I really do miss talking to you and hanging out."he said.

"Yeah I do too. Now go get ready for you match its up in 30."I told him turning around because at this point a tear had rolled down my cheeck.

"Alrigh sweetcheeck se you later."he told me walking out the door.

When he left I felt like another tear was going to escape but I told myself that crying wasnt going to solve anything. but throwing up your problems, that was something totally diffrent but what was I going to throw up I havent eaten in almost two weeks, and if I did eat I would throw it back up instantly.

After about 10 minutes of me balled up in the bathroom throwing up and a little cry here and there. I finally had the strengh to brush my teeth and take a quick shower when I was done I changed into a different outfit it was a black tight strapless dress with some black heels, since I didnt wash my hair I just let it down and did some black eyeliner with red lipstick. when I walked out of the bathroom i saw that the main event was about to start.

So I decided to sit down and watch it. It was going good Roman of course had control of the whole match and ended up wining by spearing Daniel Bryan..

"oh shit I have congratulate him."I sai

to myself.

I ran through the hallway all the way up to the gorilla and walked out of the curtain with a mic in my hand, all vince had told me is to congratulate the winner and I didnt have to walk into the ring but I decided to go in the ring.

I walked in the middle rope."Well congratulations Mr. Reigns. next week we'll find out who you'll be facing for the #1 contenders spot,and I wanted to wish you good luck."I said twirling a piece of hair.he just smirked and the crowd started chating kiss.I was blushing at this point.He gave me a quick kiss on the cheeck and walked out of the ring.

When I walked backstage Vince came up to me."Star there will be a change in the script instead of being in a love story with Dean, it will be with Roman."

I just nodded and walked into my office.I kept thinking that this storyline was going to be awkward but I couldnt wait for it.I just shock the thought of me and reigns being together and decided to design my office for the time ill be GM for Raw.I designed it very simple. It was red fabric covering the walls. posters all over (posters of stone cold, hulk hogan, and wrestlemania) with black leather couches my desk was black with a white office chair.

After I finished designing it was time to go home.Ive been alone all week so I had to drive home alone and sleep alone, even though I was used to that l.Now i didnt have to do anything for the rest of the week because im "resting".. so I only work mondays which is a releave because I get to fly back to Chicago to buy an apartment for myself since I wasnt going back to Iowa.

When I got home I turned off my phone because tonight I didnt feel like talking to anyone I guess you could say that

I was 'depressed' with the whole Punk and Roman thing . "They led me on, I had sex with punk! he told me I was the one!. I'm so pissed I cant believe they would do this to me!...... me did did I ever do to them?!"I yelled to myself I was now crying and screaming.. I threw the first thing I saw which was lamp and it shattered that felt so good so I just started destroying my hotel room.

Then I stopped when I saw that there wasnt anything else to throw I punched the wall multiple times until my knuckles were bloody.. I had never felt like this, except when I had my miscarriage last year. I was devastated, I was broken, thats the same way I feel right now.I felt like my heart was ripped out and shattered into a million pieces right infront of me.

I needed to talk to somebody, but who? Eva Marie?no we weren't even that close friends.The McMahons?no they would probably try and make a stupied storyline out of this.I didnt have any other friends. I was alone."Dean!"I said out loud. He was the only one that knew about my problems. I decided to go to his hotel room since I knew his hotel room, I didnt even bother to clean up I walked to his hotel room crying with blood on my knuckles and knocked.

"coming"he yelled as soon as he opened the door I hugged him and cried into his chest."Star whats wrong?"he asked worried I couldnt stop crying"Come in sweetheart."he said.

When he saw my knuckles he quickly shouted"Star what did you do?"I couldnt stop crying.

"I-I-I....."I couldnt finishmwhen I turned around I saw Seth and Roman looking at me worried.

"Star what happened?"Seth asked.

I couldnt answer. I just ran to my room, and of course they ran behind me I made it to my room and was able to open it but before I could close the door Roman put his foot and pushed the door open.

"Holy fuck."Was all they said when they saw the mess I made.

"Star why did you do this?"Dean asked.

I began crying"Dean can I talk to you alone?"I asked.

"Of course sweetie lets go to the room." he said pointing to the bedroom.

We sat down on the bed, and began explaining to him everything that ha happened frome falling inlove with room five years ago to me and punk having sex and him telling me he had a girlfriend.

"Damn star, I dont know what to say."he said

"There is nothing to say,Dean except that im an idiot that the only guy I have fallen in love with is fucking engaged that he will never be with me im fucking stupid Dean, I just wanna fucking die. my mom was right im just a waste of space, im worthless. I should just kill myself."I said

"NEVER FUCKING SAY THAT STAR, YOUR NOT WORTHLESS. YOUR MOM IS STUPID FOR TELLING YOU THAT!" he yelled.

"Dean I have nobody im alone-"

"Your not alone star you have me I love you like a sister star. we're family wether you like it or not!"he cut me of and hugged me.

"I love you too dean."I told him hugging him back.