I woke up to hear beeping, my vision was blurry but I recognized that I was in a hospital. When i tried to sit up everything hurt so I just laid back down. I picked up the remote to call the nurse in but Joe walked in.
"Star your up! Finally!" He said smiling.
"Finally?" I asked confused.
"Yeah, you've been out for almost 2 days now." He said.
"What do you mean 2 days?" I asked.
Before Joe could answer the doctor walked in." Melissa, how are you feeling?" He asked.
"Fucking peachy!" I said sarcastically.
"Star!" Joe said.
"My whole body is in pain, my head is throbbing, and I'm so hungry i could eat a fucking horse!" I said getting irritated.
"Okay Melissa i need you to calm down." The doctor said.
"Calm down! How!? No one is answering my damn question! What happened?" I sad mad.
"Well you fainted do to lack of food and you were showing signs of dehydration. Now in order for you to have a safe pregnancy you need-"
"PREGNANCY!?" I yelled.
"Yes, you're 5 weeks pregnant." He said then looked a Joe smiling then looked at me, I had a look a terror in my face." Ill let you guys talk just ring the nurse when you're ready to continue our conversation." He said and walked out.
" Star I'm going to be a dad!" He said excitedly.
At that moment I felt guilty. The guilt was eating me up inside. Oh god he's going to be pissed...Wait no who cares? I do I care, I'm not heartless like him.
"Star we're going to be parents aren't you excited?" He asked grabbing my hand and snapping me out of my the argument I was having with myself in my mind.
"Joe..... Umm I-I.. Y-You're.." I was choking up.
I now had tears in my eyes, i was scared of his reaction.
"Joe, there is a possibility you're not the father." I whispered.
He let go of my hand and quickly got up.
"What do you mean I'm not the dad!?" He yelled."Star, did you cheat on me?" He asked now whispering.
My guilt was gone being replaced now by anger. My blood was boiling. How can he ask me that? He's the on that cheated on me.
"No Joe i didn't cheat on you! I call it payback." I said.
"Who?" He asked.
"None of your goddamn business! And may i remind you that when I did this i already knew about you and Summer, at which point I had already mentally broken up with you!" I said.
"God dammit Star tell me who the fuck you slept with!?" He yelled.
I was scared Joe had never yelled at me. Ive seen him mad but by the looks of it he was more than mad.
"Nick." I whispered.
"Nick Nemeth?" He asked.
"Yes." I said feeling guilty.
He sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed my hand." See Star we've both done regrettable things, I'm willing to move past it if you are. Can you please give me a second chance?" He said with a warm sweet smile.
Oh Joe! How much I love you so much, but and I going to be able to forgot the past? I mentally keep saying yes but I'm not even convincing myself. Can I move past it? Am I strong enough? Am I going to snap every time i remember what he did? Can i forgive him for all the pain he cost me? I looked at him. A tear in his eye i can see pain in his eyes, yet he's able to smile. That beautiful smile I miss from Joe. My Joe. I cant help it I love him. I love him so much that i am able to forget about the past. I don't want my child to grow up without a father like I did, and I don't want my child to blame me for not having daddy around.
"Its going to take a while for me to forgive you and be able to trust you again, but I cant help the fact that I love you Joe, I love you with all my heart you're everything to me. Yes I will give you a second and only chance so don't screw up." I said.
He got up and hugged me. I couldn't help it so I kissed him. It felt good like it was our first time kissing, his soft lips on mine.
"I love you Star."
"I love you too Joe."
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Finally got a chapter up! Sorry for keeping you guys waiting. And also sorry if the whole pregnant thing was predictable!😁 but I hope y'all enjoy that little twist I added, and sorry if you didnt😞..
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