Loving You!(*Roman Reigns love story*)

*Chapter 31*

-- 3 Months Later --

Depression. Is what my therapist Dr. Penelope Garcia {Yes from Criminal Minds;p} calls it. I had an appointment with her today. I got up from bed, which I never thought would be so hard, and got dressed. This time I decided to wear some color, and by some color I mean a gray t-shirt. All I've worn was black. With the t-short i paired black jeans and black vans. It was still warm outside so I didn't wear a hoodie. I grabbed my bag and for 3 months I have not turned my phone on. I unplugged it and turned it on.

268 messages and 350 missed calls. half from Joe. I sighed and put my phone in my bag. I decided to walk down stairs to the lobby. When I reached outside I quickly put my glasses on. I hadn't been outside in a few days. I walked to my car and drove to my appointment.

When I arrived it was the same questions. How do you feel? Have you talked to Joe? I sighed every time I heard Joes name I felt anger. Yet i can't imagine life without him. I zoned out thinking about Joe that I forgot I was with Penelope.

"You're thinking about him right?" She asked.

"Yes, I miss him like crazy but I don't think I'm ready to forgive him." I said with a sigh.

"It will take a while. But there really isn't anything to blame him with. It wasn't his fault you lost the baby." She said.

Shes right its not his fault.

"But every time I see him I remember what happened." I said

"I know. But like I said step by step. Today I want you to get your hair done. I want you to throw a little make up on and go to the Raw event next week." She said strictly.

"Yes ma'am. But I don't know if I'll be able to yo talk to Joe." I said.
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I left her office and went to the nearest hair salon, re dyed my hair and a mint color(pic). I grabbed some coffee and went back home. I wasn't feeling so happy buy I decided to clean. I hadn't cleaned nor washed clothes. My house was a complete mess. U cleaned like I never had before. When I was cleaning my room I came across a shirt. Joes shirt. It smelled like him. After a fe tears escaped. I continued to clean.

When I finished I went in the internet to figure out where Raw was being hosted next week.

"I guess we'll be going to Kansas city." I said out loud.

Thursday came around and I woke up around 7 am and packed my suitcase. I decided to drive since it was only 8 hours away. I showered and changed to some comfortable clothes(pic). I left my house at 9 and picked some breakfast and got to driving. I was listening to music. Blank Space by Taylor swift was in repeat since it was my favorite song now.

It was 4 and I was almost there. I decided to arrive a day earlier then everyone else since I didn't really want to talk to anyone. I called Steph to let her know I would be at Raw.

-Phone Convo-

-Hey Steph. How are you?

-Star! How are you so good to hear from you.

-Im good. I was just calling because Im Here in Kansas City and I wanted to know if I can go to the show on Monday?

-Yes! Of course. We'll have a big welcome back in front of the WWE Universe.

-Alright. But don't tell anyone else. At Least not until Monday.

-Yes. So see you Monday.

-Yup. Bye.
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I arrived and went to book a room at a Hotel. I turned around and I saw some of the Superstars and Divas arrive.. Of course Joe and Dean arrived as well.. I put my glasses on and quickly grabbed my key and walked to the elevator. I got in and made eye contact with Joe. He starred at me but I don't think he knew it was me.

I went to my room and texted Joe. He had been pretty worried so its only fair I let him know I'm ok.

-Hey. I just wanted to tell you I'm fine. Thank you for worrying about me. We'll talk sooner then you'd expect it.

I took an early night since I was really tired. I was honestly excited for Monday.. But also nervous because I know I'll end up running into Joe.. I guess we'll just have to wait.

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Sorry for the lack of chapters but I've been really busy with work and everything.. But when ever I get free time I'll write more! But I hope you enjoy!!

And I didn't Roman Reigns got married!! Im sorry but she is not that pretty:/.. For him.... And don't hate but thats just my opinion... But look wise she's not good enough for the Samoan prince... But all that counts is them being happy.. So congrats to them!