A/n.. I'm gonna bullshit some of the information in here like the space needle and where Ellen does her interviews so bare with me !!
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"Do you have your passport and the boarding tickets?" My dad hands me my bag and I nod.
"I have everything" I look through my bag just to make sure I left nothing behind at my house.
"Okay Stella Rose. Be safe, I will see you when you get back in 3 days" my dad kisses my head and I nod.
"Thank you for allowing me to do this" I grab onto his hand and he smiles.
"Always baby" he lets go of my hand.
The flight attendant calls our plane number and we begin to board. Claire's parents were a little iffy about letting her go but once Shawn's parents talked to them they were a little eased up.
Shawn still doesn't know that I am coming. He thinks it's just Chase and Claire. He's gonna be quite surprised when he see's me show up front row for his concert.
I'm nervous as hell. I have no idea what I'm going to say to him.
Hey you had amazing sex with me and then you broke up with me what the hell, I'll forgive you?
It's not that easy. I'm heart broken that he left me the way he did.
Shawn; I'm sorry but we need to end this. It's better if you don't ask any questions
His message replays inside of my head over and over again.
"It's better if you don't ask any questions" I scoff.
It would have been better if he would have told me the truth . Maybe then we could have talked about it and worked things out.
But noooo, he had to be selfish and act like I wasn't a factor in this.
I slip my headphones in and drift to sleep for the rest of the long plane ride.
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"We're here wakeup Stella" Claire shakes me awake .
I get up groggily and and grab my carry on bag from off the plane.
Once we grab our bags of luggage we walk out into the front of the airport.
The Seattle space needle is immediately in our view. It's storming, the rain is pouring down so hard. The clouds seem so much closer to us here than they do back in Pickering. It reminds me of LA.
"Look Stella" Claire pokes me and points to a sign that has 'Puth' written on it.
"What about it?" I ask Claire and she sighs.
"That's chase's last name"
"Chase's last name is puth?? His cousin Is Charlie Puth?!" I yell and Claire laughs.
"You didn't know that? Stella your so blonde sometimes" she laughs.
"I had no idea! I thought he looked familiar. Damn that's crazy" I laugh with her.
"Who do you thinks on tour with Shawn?" She says in a duh voice
"Charlie is touring with Shawn?" My eyes practically fall out of my head.
I can't believe I didn't know any of this!
I mean it's not like Shawn told me anything so I was basically left in the dark.
I'm completely shocked however I met Charlie Puth at chases house and no one told me it was THE Charlie Puth. Sigh..
We walk over to the sign with chase's last name on it. The guy in the tuxedo holding it introduces his name as Bradley .
Bradley walks us out to a limo which is waiting to pick us up.
Claire looks at me and does a little happy dance to herself and I laugh.
"Dating rich people has its perks doesn't it" she jokes around. My smile fades slightly.
I miss Shawn. I miss him and I don't want to miss him but I do. I'm ready to just see him and tell him that we can work something out but at the same time I want to yell and scream and cry and tell him he was stupid and mean for hurting me so bad the way he did. I mean he didn't even tell me happy birthday for fucks sake.
Bradley takes us right to the stadium where Shawn is set to perform tonight. My nerves suddenly set in and I become extremely panicky.
What if he left because he didn't want to be with me? What if having sex made him realize he didn't want me? I mean that's ridiculous right? Is it?
"Stella did you hear me?" Claire yells and I shake my head.
"No, I'm sorry what did you say?"
"He has an interview before the concert. We can watch it live in his dressing room. Then after the interview he's gonna go in his dressing room and finish getting ready. You can talk to him before the show" she explains and I nod breathing heavily taking in all of the information.
"I don't know why I'm so nervous" I run my fingers through my hair and take long deep breaths in.
"Just hear him out whatever he has to say hear him out, everything will be okay" she smiles.
We find his body guard and he lets us in his dressing room .
"He will be back after the interview , just hang tight" he said as he shuts the door behind us.
"It's about to start" Claire turns on the channel for the interview.
The music starts to play and the next thing I see is Shawn on the screen with his legs crossed and his elbow holding the upper half of his body up as he sits on the couch next to Ellen. He looks good. Different but good. His hair a little bit longer and maybe even curlier if possible.
"Today on the Ellen show we have Shawn Mendes!" Ellen yells.
"Shawn how does it feel to be going on tour?" She smiles at him and he looks at the camera and smiles back.
"It feels really great , I can't wait to get my music out there and really help people with my songs" his voice chimes. God I miss his voice.
"Aw isn't he just so sweet you guys ?" Ellen swoons and Shawn laughs.
"Any special ladies waiting for you back home Shawn?" Ellen gets into more personal topics with him.
I sit on the edge of my seat waiting for his response .
"No, no special ladies" he shakes his head smiling. He begins to play with his fingers. He's nervous . He does that when he gets nervous.
"No, really? We were all hoping to here about the girl all of your songs are about" Ellen sits up in her seat and frowns.
"Yeah I'm sorry, there's no special girl back home. I wish there was" he shrugs and continues to smile and look at the camera
All of his fans go crazy.
My heart breaks again.
"Who were all your songs about then?" Ellen pushes him further.
"It was about this girl but that's over with now. I'm just trying to keep focused on me" he continues to look at the camera. He stops fidgeting his fingers.
My heart breaks a little more.
"Turn it off" I demand
"But Stella just listen to what-"
"Damnit Claire turn it off" tears spill from my eyes. Claire turns the tv off and she moves closer to me pulling me in a hug.
It was a mistake coming here.
I should just go back home.
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