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1. Secret Love Song. [Harry Potter]

Title: Secret Love Song.

Pairings: Harry Potter x reader ; Harry Potter x Ginny Weasley.

Word count: 1k.

Warnings: fluff, sad story

[ ♫ Little Mix - Secret Love Song ♫ ]

|| And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby. ||

It was like a tradition to spend the last two weeks of summer holiday at the Weasley's. You were always very excited to visit the Weasley's. Hermione, Harry and the whole Weasley family were your friends. But there was a secret that none of them knew.

It was the morning of Bill and Fleur their wedding. You came downstairs - in your pajamas -and saw Ginny and Harry kiss each other. George stood beside you and said: "Goodmoooorning." - You smiled weakly and greeted him back, not paying much attention to the young couple. So you took a cup of tea and looked through the window. Harry and Ginny stopped with kissing each other and you felt Harry's eyes in your back.

"How's your ear?" you asked George.

"Good", he replied and nipped from his tea. You looked to Harry and saw that he was still standing there, without Ginny. George drank his tea and said after a while: "I'm gonna help dad and the others with the tent", and left. You still stood there, drinking your tea when Harry came closer and stood behind you. He wrapped his arms around you and kissed you on your cheek.

"Sorry", he whispered.

"Sorry?" you asked.

"Ginny", he replied. You shrugged your shoulders.

"I'm used to it", you said while taking another sip from your tea.

"I promise you that I'll dance with you tonight", he said.

"I know your promises", you said and turned around to face Harry.

He pulled you closer and stroked your cheek. Both of you looked around if no one came in and when you were sure it was safe, you started to kiss. It was a long and passionate kiss. "I'm gonna get ready", you said and gave him a quick kiss.

It was the evening of the wedding. Hermione and you helped each other by getting ready. You wore a short silver - tight - dress, that came wider at your hips. Your hair was lightly curled.

"We look great", said Hermione.

After that you both went downstairs and walked to the tent. Fleur and Bill walked inside the tent, they read their vows and the wizard said they were man and wife now.

Soon the party started. Everyone began to drink, eat and dance. Suddenly they played a slow song and all the couples went to the dance floor. Just like Ginny and Harry. You couldn't see them together, so you went outside.

It had been three months now. Three months since you told Harry you were in love with him. Sadly enough Ginny knew about it, because there was a time you were best friends. You had told Ginny about it and she encouraged you to tell him. So, it was a bit a surprise when you found out Ginny and Harry were a couple because Ginny didn't told you a thing about her feelings for Harry. You had decided to keep things quiet and ignore your feelings for Harry, but three months ago you told him. Harry was in love with you too but that he also had feelings for Ginny. So you started a secret relationship. You would keep that kind of relationship until Harry made his decision. That relationship drove you crazy and every time when you asked Harry when he would break up with Ginny, he would always say that 'right now wasn't the time to break up'.

You sighed and walked inside, to help Mrs. Weasley with some food. "Do you need some help Mrs. Weasley?" you asked. She looked up and shook her head. "Oh it's fine dear. Just go back and dance!" she said with a friendly smile.

"I think I'm gonna stay here for a bit. Don't feel really well", you lied.

"Oh dear, there's still some tea here. You'll feel much better", Mrs. Weasley said.

She walked back to the tent with a plate and left you alone. You went to the couch and sat down, you played with your hair and thought about Harry. Suddenly the door went open and Harry came in.

"Here you are!" he said with a smile. You smiled weakly and kept on playing with your hair.

"I looked for you, thought we would dance together?" he kept on talking.

You sighed and didn't look at him.

"You mad?" he asked.

"I'm not mad", you replied immediately.

"What's wrong than?" he asked and came closer. His hand lay on my knee.

"Look at me", he said while lifting my chin a bit.

"You were never going to ask me to dance, isn't it?" you asked and bit your lip.

He looked at you and leaned in to kiss you. Of course you kissed him back because that was what you wanted. You tried to stop him, when you realized someone could walk in.

"Don't", you whispered and pushed him slightly away.

"Don't say that", he replied and tried to kiss you back.

"Stop it Harry", you said a bit harder.

"What's wrong?"

"I can't live like this anymore."

"How?"

"All of this, seeing each other secretly.."

"But we talked about it several times and you said you we're okay with it."

"Yes. Because every time we talk about it, you promise that it won't take long until you break up with Ginny. In the beginning you told me that it would be for some days, weeks. Right now we're three months further. And we still keep everything behind closed doors. Our love is homeless."

"I don't see the problem.. We have our moments together, I'll make time for you.."

"There is a problem Harry!"

He looked at you and looked down.

"There is one problem, just ONE. One thing that's in our way. Why can't we kiss at any time of the day? Why can't we dance together?", I asked him.

"Ginny", he whispered. You nodded your head and tears came.

"I wish that it could be like that Harry, 'cause I'm yours.. And every time I see you with her, I die a little more. Harry it's obvious you're meant for me. Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly."

"What do you want me to do?" he asked.

"Choose, just choose."

"I can't, and you know I can't. I love Ginny, there is no reason why I should break up with her."

"Me? Tell her that you love me."

"Y/N, I can't. It's not that I've ever stopped loving Ginny.. And I will never stop loving her. I'm sorry.." he said. "I'm sorry Y/N", he mumbled and left the room.

And there you stood staring out the window, tears fell down cause you knew that he was right. He would never leave Ginny and you would always stay a secret love.

|| Authors note ||

Sorry for the sad story, but I'm feeling a bit down and I felt inspired so yeah..