Right Here With You (Clay LaBrant)

Chapter 19

Amber's POV

I rode on my board, someone following me.

They are on a board so I'm assuming it's Kiley.

I know it wouldn't be Clay, he's the one that was pushing it and calling me a slut.

"Amber! Wait!" Yeah, that's definitely Kiley.

I didn't stop.

I couldn't stop.

I can't stop thinking about him.

I love Clay, I love him dearly.

But clearly he doesn't love me back. If he did he would have trusted me when I told him the truth.

I gave him everything I could, I tried to do my best to make him happy and he did the same for me.

I just don't get why.

Why he didn't trust me.

I stopped nearly causing Kiley to slam into me.

"Amber are you ok? What happened back there? You just ran off." Kiley was talking to me as I stared off into the distance.

I thought about everyone I lost in my life.

I lost me dad.

I lost Lexie.

I lost Maizy.

I lost my fucking brother!

Then it comes to Clay.

After everyone, Clay seemed to hurt the most.

Clay shattered my heart. It just kills me thinking that he called me a slut. He doesn't trust me. I THOUGHT he loved me. I THOUGHT he could trust me. I THOUGHT we would be together no matter what.

"Amber! Answer me!" Kiley snapped me back into reality.

"I b-broke up w-with C-Clay." Those words brought me in tears.

Kiley being the good friend she is, engulfed me in an enormousness hug.

"Why would you break up with Clay?" Kiley asked.

"He umm called me a slut because he thought I was cheating on him because I hugged Levi. He doesn't trust me Kiley. He doesn't trust me." At this point I was crying against Kiley's Shoulder.

"I don't think it's that he doesn't trust you. I think maybe he's just afraid of losing you." Kiley said, speaking words of wisdom.

"Why the fuck would he be afraid of losing me?" I asked.

"Well, look at you. You're hot, awesome, nice, and the funniest person I know. He has every right to be afraid of losing you. Right now he may even be more hurt than you are. You are way better than him. He's lucky to have you. Anyone would be lucky to get a sniff of your hair." I chuckled. I always thought I was lucky to have Clay.

Clay's POV

I pick up the ring.

She's gone for sure.

I was just afraid.

Afraid that she was going to leave me for someone else.

She easily could.

I didn't mean it when I called her a slut. I was more scared than mad.

It just slipped.

Now she's gone and she isn't coming back. Maybe if she didn't take off the ring, there could of still been a chance.

But the ring sealed the deal that we were done.

Watching her run away made me realize that she was the part of me that kept me living.

She was my missing puzzle piece.

She IS my missing puzzle piece.

I can't live without her.

Amber's POV

Kiley walked me back to my house.

I was in tears and she tried her best to comfort me.

We went through the front door. My mom was in the kitchen making dinner.

"Hey hun I'm making dinner- why are you crying?" My moms eyes filled with worry.

"I broke up with Clay." I said.

My mom didn't say anything. She just gave me a big hug. She new what I was going through.

"Awe sweetie it will be ok. It will all blow through." My mom said to me.

Kiley joined the hug, making it a group hug.

It made me felt a little bit better.

"I'm making chicken enchiladas. I know they are your favorite." My mom said.

I nodded and asked, "Mom when can Gabby come back?"

I wanted all my friends. We need an emergency slumber party.

"You can call her and see." I let go of the little group hug and ran upstairs, Kiley following.

"Let's FaceTime her." Kiley suggested. I agree and pulled out my phone and clicked the camera icon.

It rang and rang and rang, then she finally answered.

G- Hey guys! What's up? I was getting ready to call you.

Gabby noticed my red puffy eyes.

G- Amber what's wrong?

A- It's Clay. We kinda broke up.

Gabby's jaw dropped.

G- Holy fuck!

A- Yeah, I was wondering when you were coming home.

G- Well I kinda have a change in plans. My grandma has to get surgery and I was planning on coming home early. And by early I mean like 2 days.

K- How come you never told us Gabs? We miss you like crazy!

G- I found out today and I was getting ready to tell you but then you FaceTimed me.

A- Well do you know when the plane will land?

G- It's in 2 days. I leave at 3 and I should be in Alabama at around 6. At the usual airport.

I heard my mom calling is to dinner.

A- I'll tell my mom. We have to eat, we are having chicken enchiladas.

G- I'm jealous! Love you!

A- Love you too! Bye!

I hit the end button.

My life just turned upside down.

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