ALEC POV-
A couple of days had passed and still no sign of Magnus, I knocked at his door I rang his phone. He never answered, it was like he had disappeared, I just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry that I ever shut you out. I'm sorry that I was so cold to you. The truth is that I don't want to be hurt. I was laid there, on my bed, after coming back from a demon attack. It had been hectic,I just want to see him. His sarcasm and his body it's all I ever wanted. I want to restore my family name,but I want real love, I can't marry her.
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I decided that today I would walk into his apartment see what the hell was wrong with him. I couldn't give a crap who else was there. I needed to see him make sure he was okay.
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I got out of the elevator and walked to magnus'
apartment. I was never nervous but for some reason being around him it made me nervous every time. I knocked and I knocked and I knocked until I came to the idea that he's probably out and that maybe I should leave. I was half way down the hall to the elevator when I remembered, you get nowhere if you don't fight. I turned around determined to make him listen to me,make him understand. My hand was on the handle; why can't I do it why can't I open the door, why am I so nervous? I closed my eyes counted to three and walked into the apartment. No one, no one was there.
A- Magnus? Magnus?
There was no reply this want like him for it to be so easy to get in and for him not to be here. I walked out the the balcony I stood there and just thought. I really have pushed him away too much. I always do this. Why? Why do I always do this? It's like I don't want Myself to be happy. I was about to walk back into the apartment when I noticed a piece of paper folded up and placed under a cocktail glass,I held it and opened it gently, where are you Magnus.
Dear Alexander,
If your reading this then you realised I'm gone. Not dead but gone. I couldn't continue living in the same dimension as you, I turned you so cold and I'm sorry for that. I'm safe with other warlocks that fled when valentine got his hands on the mortal cup. You know where to find me, just know that it's not your fault, the reason I left was too protect you from my cold heart. I don't want to hurt you. It's better this way.
Love Magnus
I don't know why I was so sad,so upset. I knew that I had to find him tell him that he doesn't have to be afraid to hurt me. I want him, I need him. Even if we don't know each the best,it doesn't change it, I love him, but I can't tell him that... yet
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The love affair -ON HOLD-
FanfictionHe's in love with somebody else, yet his wedding is next month. This may be a forced Marriage but he still does care, he's not as heartless as people make him out to be. Magnus Bane changed his life, he allowed him to be him, he had built a wall for...
