A million memories flashed through my mind. Izzy,Jace,Max,Clary ; everyone. It was as if the life was being sucked out of me. I wasn't going to die like this. I had to find Magnus. I had to tell him how I felt. That I needed him. All of this going on around me and all I could think about was him. He changed my life wether it was for better or for worse. He made me a better person. I was better around him, it's like he gives of this aura of kindness and sarcasm. He's my world and I will never get to tell him that. I want to live. I had a reason to fight but no reason to carry on fighting. It was an endless battle between us. We couldn't be together so we argued but I loved him so I stayed. If he stayed life would've been so much easier. I wouldn't have had to go out,be stabbed all of this could've been avoided but I needed him too much to let him go that easily.
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I was starting to fade off. The healing runes wasn't working my body was too weak too run down to find the strength. I wanted to shout. I wanted to tell them I'm hear. If Magnus was here... but he's not. I had to fight this on my own. I had to be independent my whole life. It's not going to change because I fell in love. I gather the strength to hobble to one of the nearest trees. The wound hurting more with every step I was taking. I reached the door and fell I had lost all my strength- when I was falling by luck I pulled down on the door handle causing it open with me falling halfway through the door, loud enough and far enough through for someone to see/hear me.
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I felt the earth move from below me. I opened my eyes to see that I was being pulled up by jace and izzy. I don't know what j would do without them. They are my world. Today I realised that. I risk my life every time I step out of the institute but this time it was different. I had something real to fight for not just family. But someone else. Someone more. He saved me and I don't know how I will ever thank him.
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Hours later I woke up in my bed. My head hurting like mad. I sat up quickly, I regretted it immediately. I looked around and it looked like the earth was spinning. I slowly laid back down. I have to find a way to save him. I need to thank him for what he helped me with tonight, without even realising. I quickly scanned the room looking for my jacket when I saw someone asleep on the chair at the end of my bed. How did I not notice them before. They were here the whole time. I was overwhelmed with a whole wave of emotions. What was he doing here? I need to tell him? Maybe he doesn't feel the same way? It all went to the back of my mind when I heard his deep, handsome voice.
Hello Alexander.
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FanfictionHe's in love with somebody else, yet his wedding is next month. This may be a forced Marriage but he still does care, he's not as heartless as people make him out to be. Magnus Bane changed his life, he allowed him to be him, he had built a wall for...
