Dear mom.
I don't know where you are. And I'm sorry this had to happen. Im so scared of the future. I'm so scared of myself. I'm scared of everyone. I can't get close to anyone anymore. And maybe that's why I yelled at frank to get out. I felt like I was getting close to him. And that can't happen, Because then he will leave, because everyone leaves eventually. Mom I know you are strong and you will get through this. I promise you mom you will get though this. I love you and I promise this is not your fault.
Goodbye mom.

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Fear of love (frerard)
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