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"if i could, i would feel nothing"

Mute

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"I'm so sorry I wasn't here sooner-" I hear Kenzie's voice nearing towards me. I couldn't help but let out a shaky breath my hands gripping onto the fabric underneath me. I couldn't help but cry at this point so I didn't even bother to let out my sobs.

I felt her rub my back comfortably, and I leaned myself into her touch. "What happened?" she asked and I licked my dry lips before speaking. "H-He found o-out.." I barely let out and she gasps before pulling my head onto her chest.

"It's gonna be okay," she coos rubbing her fingers through my hair. Whether it was 5 minutes or 1 hour I had finally stopped my tears. "I ruined your outfit." I rubbed my eyes, brushing away the remaining tears. She lets out a sad smile before speaking. "It's fine, besides you're more important right now."

"So what happened?" she asks, and I could remember it like it just happened.

"What is this?" I gasp as I hear an alarming voice behind me. The halls were empty, just us facing one another. "What's what?" I cock an eyebrow, a smile gracing my lips. He looks at me his face as hard as stone. I immediately pull my lips into a thin line, probably I've never seen this expression on his face.

I look at the orange envelope in his hands and he hands it over to me. My breath hitches in my throat and I grab the folder deliberately, my fingers slightly trembling. I open it, and before my eyes, a black and white sonogram flickering into my vision.

My eyes furrowed as a droplet dropped onto the envelope. Was that my tears? I look up at him with searching eyes. All both of us didn't say anything, just our eyes stuck to one another's. "Where did you find this?" I ask, my voice shaking. His eyes stare into my soul, sending shivers down my spine.

"Does it matter, when the fuck were you going to tell me?" his voice rough and angry. Angry that I hid the news about his child. "It's not like you would've cared anyway," I answered back, gripping the folder to the point that it was crumpled. "You were too busy having sex with every other girl you met!" I bit my tongue.

It was true, Trip and I was no longer anything. I was thrown away on the side for him to make time for others. But, do I regret it? Of course not. "It's not my fault, you were slowly slipping away from me!" he spoke and I felt a sob leave my throat. His eyes soften and his tone becomes softer. "I thought you would have been happier without me" his voice rings through my ears.

Was I? I looked back up at him. "Well you can go your way and I'll just go mine-" I let out a gasp as he grips my wrist. "And let my child grow up without a father?" my heart raced at his words and I pulled my hand back. "I have enough money to suffice us both," I spoke, my eyes dropping to the floor.

"Money doesn't solve anything Babe! You can't buy a child's love" he spoke and I gritted my teeth. "I'm not running away from our responsibility." his words echoed through the hallways.I look up to see that he was no longer with me. Just me and our baby in the echoing hallway.

How did he find out? I slam my locker shut before heading down the hallway in the opposite direction.

"Everything's going to be fine, he's probably thinking about it," she suggests and I let out a sigh, running a hand down my face. I look down at my stomach, my small but protruding belly showing a little through.

I turn onto my side and stare at the window.

My hands find its way to my stomach, and I let out a sigh as my eyes search the at the blue sky

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My hands find its way to my stomach, and I let out a sigh as my eyes search the at the blue sky. "So you wanna do anything?" Kenzie turns to me, an eyebrow raised. I looked at her, before turning back to the scenery. It was calm and for once. No more things to hide and keep anxiously inside.

Even though my life would be ruined from now on, why did I feel so free? Like my heads were in the clouds, no weight on my shoulders. And I could've sworn for once in my life, I felt free.

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I gasp as my back roughly collides with the locker. Those sharp pair of brown peering down at me. "I knew you fucking told Charlotte," his arms almost crushing me, but I simply smiled. My hand trailed his jawline before stopping at his chin. "She had to know, how long did she think you were going to wait?"

I smiled up at him innocently. It's about time that bitch would get a taste of her own medicine."That you were too busy sleeping with me to even hang out with your girlfriend" I stressed out the last word, a little chuckle escaping my lips.

I peered around the corner as I saw her leave the classroom. I quickly let out a deep breath, before frowning and headed down to her. "Charlotte, wait" I pleaded as she walked away from me, curls bouncing with each step.

Her sneakers squeak and she stops moving which take us both by surprise. I quickly walked up to her, resting my hand on her shoulder. "We need to talk," I looked into her eyes, and she looked taken back by my actions. She shot me a confused look before I sighed. "It's about Henry"

The whole time I struggled to hold back a smirk. She was ready to burst into tears, I know she wouldn't cry in front of me though. Although, that would be pretty pathetic. I told her about every night of passion between Henry and I, and honestly, she should be happy I didn't lie about any detail.

"I'm sorry, it's just I've been keeping it in for so long!" I sniffled and I could tell she was curious to how long Henry was doing this. "Even Kenzie saw us and-" she looked back up at me, and I could tell I had hit the jackpot.

I put a hand over my mouth before gasping. "She didn't tell you?" I looked at her in fake disbelief. I had to make it believable that Kenzie saw us. I could see the tears drop down her cheeks and before I could say something I felt her palm connect with my cheek.

"Don't ever talk to me again," she walks out behind me. "Great job Kathy," I smirked to myself, ignoring the pain in my right cheek. It was nothing compared to the pain Kenzie would feel.

" You're such a bitch," he says and I pout before touching his arm. "You weren't saying that the other night..." I rubbed his arm slowly before he pushed himself off of me. I folded my arms in satisfaction as he walked down the hall in anger.

I was going to break Mckenzie's life apart one by one. Looks like we're going to be back again sooner than I thought, Hudson.

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