Infinity (A Michael Jackson fan fiction)

Part 21: (Affair?)

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"IF IT ISNT, WHAT KIND OF FUCKERY IS THIS MICHAEL? ARE YOU JUST PLAYING WITH ME? WHAT KIND OF DRAMA IS THIS?"

He's not answering me. He's crying and I don't care!

"Use your mouth to speak Michael. What is this DRAMA?" I said then I threw the box of his used condom in front of him

"Isabella... I'm, I'm just a man who's in need.." he said

"A man who's in need? Didn't you ever think that you have a girlfriend and you are in a relationship? Who's the girl. Tell me!!!" I said

"Its ....." - him

"Who??" - me

"Shawna." he whispered

"You've done all of this thing knowing that your girlfriend is sleeping 3 rooms away? I'm so done with you Michael! Its UNBELIEVABLE!" I said

This is too much. The fact that he cheated really hurts but knowing that my best friend is the lady included.

It hurts more...

How, I mean why did they do this to me?

"Look Isabella, I love you and I respect you being a lady" he said

"You didn't Michael. You cheated on me and thats not what you call respect." I said

"Please forgive me baby." he said

"After all of this crap you want me to forgive you Michael?" I said

"Please, I wont do this again. I promise. Baby please.." he said

"But how about me Michael? I have feelings too. It hurts so much you know? How can I?" I said

I can't stop crying. The memories are coming back to me, one by one

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It was just like yesterday that we were in love in a special way

We laugh, play and pull pranks on each other

And knowing that his love made me stronger and made me feel so right

But right now I feel lost, feeling lost and I don't know what to do..

Letting love go isn't that easy..

I know that I love him, really

But knowing that he cheated on me?

I can't tell that he loves me too..

I want to listen but it really hurts.

I think I need to runaway where I can be alone..

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"Michael, I'm sorry but this is too much you know?" I said then I walked away

I need to be alone and that's the only thing that's on my mind. So I did

I run and run and I want to reach the end of this road. I need to forget. I wish I just don't meet him so that I'm not feeling like a shit

He became unfaithful. I don't know if I still can trust people..

Tomorrow, I'll book a flight back to Philippines..

I don't wanna see them! ever

And my best friend... I can't believe they did this all to me!!!

I'm almost running for an hour and I don't know where I am. I feel dizzy too because I haven't take my medicine yet.

Fuck this life. I wish I wasn't born in this very cruel world..

And I reach the point where I cant walk straight so I seated on the floor..

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"I can't breathe someone please help me" I whisphered