Infinity (A Michael Jackson fan fiction)

Part 35: (Michael in Manila and 1st anniversary)

~ After a year....

Michael's POV:

I'm now on the plane having a trip back to America. Isabella's right, Philippines is such a beautiful place.

Flashback -

"Well, you stole my first kiss Michael" she said

"And?" I said

"Dont and and me Michael, its a serious thing" she said

"Not at all, don't worry, I'll marry you, someday" I said

........

"Hey, why you look so sad?" I asked her

"I missed my country, I wish I could go back or just take a visit. I miss it" she said

"It's not a problem at all. We can visit there anytime okay? Don't be sad" I said

"You promise?" She said

"I promise honey" I said

........

End of flashback.....

"Hey honey, let's go back sometime? I had a great time" I said

She didn't respond, she just smiled

Well, I really had a great time. When the private plane I'm riding landed on the Philippines, the people and fans were so kind. And I can't believe I'm going to say it but the media were good too

I didn't have any complains except in the very hot and sunny weather, I love the sun but you know, I can't stay under it for so long because I'm going to have red patches on my skin, and it hurts

On the second day, I went to a hospital in the city for the sick children. I bought them toys and some foods and I'm glad that I made them smile

Some of them are kids with cancer and some are born special, but they are all adorable and the other kids asked if they can dance with me and of course, I said yes

On that time, Isabella is just smiling at me, she's really gorgeous and I think I want to build a house in here so that we have a place if we are going here

After that, I attended some TV interviews and press conference. Well, they are so hyper and lively and I love it

But of course, at the end of the day, we went to a cemetery where Isabella's parents lie.

I talked to them and I promised that I'm going to take care of her and I will love her until the end of my life

And now, the plane's about to land

"We're going home now love, I'm sure you're tired" I said then I smiled at her

On the next day......

Today's gonna be a long day, I'm going to visit her today and I dont know what to feel

We're getting closer and closer

I can now see her face, she's smiling

I can't take this anymore and I started to cry

Well, its been a year since Isabella died.

I can now see the tomb where she lies, I smiled a little when I saw her smiling picture looking straight at me

She's like telling me that I shouldn't cry, I should be strong enough but I can't

I seated beside her tomb and I touched it, I can't help it. My heart keeps breaking into pieces. I can't believe that I survived a year without her

Actually, I brought her large picture with me while I'm touring in the Philippines. That is the only thing that made me strong in that time and I know, she's with me

"Michael, please, stop crying. I'm sure that she didn't want to see you crying. Look at her photo, she's smiling and I think you should too" mother said

"How am I going to do that? She's dead and I will never see her or touch her again" I cried

"I know, I know. But here, take this. I found this in your room. Your video camera, and I'm sorry but I watched some videos but I'm sure it'll help you a lot. Some of the vids were your happy times together."

But I really can't smile, how am I going to do it if my wife and my child died in just a blink of an eye

I'm living half alive and and.... I think

I deserve to be happy..

Just a little time and , and... I'm going to be happy. That's for sure