I'm honestly so tired of always being the ugly one. It's so exhausting being insecure all the time. Insecure about your height, your weight, your hair, your body, your skin, your arms, your legs, your neck, even your voice.
It's the worst feeling and I'm so drained. From the prominent dark circles under my eyes to the collarbones sticking out from my chest. I'm emotionally and physically worn out. I'm so tired of being sad, of being happy, mad, disgusted, shocked, scared, excited. I'm tired of feeling. I want to feel nothing. I don't want to feel anything, no emotions, no pain no happiness. I just want to exist. Why can't I just be? Why do I always have to be occupied by something. There's always something clouding my mind, clouding my judgment. It's all so draining I just need to temporarily disappear.
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Delicate Meanings
PoetryEverything written by yours truly. - I'm just going through some shit trying to get through it all alive. "Nobody's perfect" but they always expect you to be.
