Destined Destiny

chapter 2 A dark night

Help me !!
Please ,Is someone​ here ??
Help me , please ....

" I yelled out of my lungs as it is pitch dark on the Streets of Dubai and no one's​ there to help me from the people who are trying to eat me alive with their lustful eyes .one of the man started to touch me with his dirty hands ,he grabbed my waist thightly , pulled me towards him and started kissing me all the way over my neck ..
I felt my legs getting weak from nervousness. I felt an urge to push him away from me, gaining all my body strength in my legs I gave a kick in his balls and the man screamed out of pain which gave me an opportunity to run away from him .I was running hard untill I collided with a wall . I was about to fall untill a pair of hands grabbed me ...I felt relieved by the touch. 
Wait!!   The wall doesn't have hands. I tried to half open my closed  eyes  but darkness overtook me " .

A tear slide down from the corner of my eye which woke me from this PTSD  nightmare  and realised that the yellow colour night suite which I was wearing is drenched from my sweat . I wiped the tear with my hand which is almost in its way of disappearance. I came  out of embrace of my not so warm blanket and shivered when my bare foot touched the icy cold like floor in this winter and took a waddle walk towards my room window which is small but enough to see this large world through it .There is small park in front of my appartment and the site of children playing gives a sense of happiness.
I'm very glad that they have parents with them.
I remember I used to be a twinkle of my dad's eye and one day he suddenly disappeared in thin air .
   In my school i used to be  pretty famous not because of my academics , sports , Good looks or good behaviour but because of being an orphan .
      In parent - teacher meatings of my school , all my classmates parents used to attend except mine .
I was sitting at the corner of my class then a girl neared and asked me
       
        " How it feels to be an orphan ???"
I  requestioned her ,
  
        "How  it feels to have a family???"
Neither she nor me answered the questions she gave me a warm smile and went back to her parents who were  busy in discussion with our class teacher .
Sometimes it feels like  I've been gone through  so much in my 24 years  short​ life . The nightmare which is haunting me from past  six years ,it's not just a mere nightmare but it's reality !! Not only this , but I have been in these situations many times .
I don't know  why? But I always feel like I'm​ being stalked !!
In earlier days of this nightmare I used to sob untill it becomes difficult to breath.
I used to ask whoever up there ! ?

    Why ??

    Why me ??

And I used to consoul my self saying ..
Hayat ,, may be it's not supposed to be easy for you.
May be you are the rare few who can handle tough times...
    " There comes a day when you realise turning page is best feeling in the world because you realise that there is so much more in  the book than the page you were struck on !!  These words by zayn Malik had a great impact on me and I realised that no one will gather the broken pieces of you ,only you should do it !!
You can't be weak at times when being strong is the only choice left .
These days I feel like my loneliness gives me more comfort than anything else. I like eating alone , drinking coffee alone and sleeping alone , but when I see a mother with her child 
" I hate the feeling when you know you are going to cry your​ heart pounds and you try to suppress your cry but it turns even louder!!
  Being alone doesn't mean I don't have friends I  do have a  friend   who makes me laugh and cry at the same time with her crazy lame jokes .

      After quickly completing my ablution I took the newspaper and started looking for job offers, inspite of having a good degree of business management and being the topper doesn't help me to find a suitable job for my living
    I quickly checked for  the vacancies in the newspaper. There is an advertisement on the newspaper from the Dubai's famous and  renowned   hotel Moave that they are in the need of a manager in the hotel. I thought it was the most suitable job for me and grabbed my phone from the bed side table and dailed the number in hope !!!

What do you think dear Readers ,will hayat be able to get the job??
Wait till the next chapter!! I will try to update soon !!!

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