Destined Destiny

chapter 25 I love him?

HAYAT  POV

I was  crying bending my head down and  praying the god to save him kneeling down on the ground , suddenly I  felt a shadow on me and I felt that some one standing was in front of me.

I raised my head to see the  person.  It was none other than  Sayan. I felt my life was standing in front of me in a three price suit. I immediately got off the ground and hugged him as my life depended on that hug.  I kept my head on his broad chest and started crying until  his shirt gets drowned off from my tears.

"Sayan I thought ....
I thought I lost you! "
" How dare you leave me like that? "
"The last one hour was just like the hell without you ".
"You may be the great Sayan Ali Khan  but I don't fear being with you , so when you go out just tell me a word I'll be  with you without asking a word. "
I started  scolding him but he just hugged me tightly and I hugged him back . I stood there in his arms feeling his care, affection and love.

After a  moment I came back to my senses and took a step away from me and without saying a word I left the place and him.

I sat on the  bench beside a old woman. She smiled at me and said
" Is he your boyfriend? "

"Did you both had a fight? "

"What?? "
"No!"
"  He is not my boyfriend!" I replied

Don't lie dear. I can see how much you love him from the tears falling from your eyes.  She said smiling and then I realized the tears are really falling from my eyes.

"Dear,  you may not accept your love . But you can't deny the truth that you are madly in love with him. By denying your love towards him you are denying your happiness. "

"Don't repeat the mistake which I did,  by denying your love and the person . " You may be happy now by denying it but when you grow older you will surely regret denying your love now."  She said and walked towards the eight years old boy playing there.

Do I love him?

No I don't!
I said to myself .

Yes!
You do hayat !
You love him so much!
If you don't love him you wouldn't have ran all the way from hotel to here with your bare foot.
If you don't love him You wouldn't have felt that you may die not seeing him.
If you don't love him you wouldn't be on the cloud nine seeing him alive infront of you . My subconscious said to me.

Again  denying my subconscious words,  I went back to my room  and immediately a message popped out of my phone.
Don't worry nothing happened to me.

After a second , another message popped out from the  same number which I recognize very well .
"Project meeting tomorrow at 9am."
"Don't be late. "

Next day we completed our meeting successfully,  through out the meeting he behaved as nothing ever happened by plastering a fake smile on his face.  Being with him I can easily know that which smile of his is real and which is not.

I started packing all my things and I  again got a message from him.
"Plane takeoff time at 11."
"Don't be late. " Quickly I packed all my things and I reached the private plane waiting at the hotel runway. Taking a seat there my mind went back to the things happened yesterday.

Sleep never came to me last night only fear and worry did .

I tried to close my eyes but all I keep doing was looking at the ceiling and replaying the incidents happened a few hours ago.
I wanted to run away from this place.  I didn't even know this place and I don't even have my passport to runaway.

Slowly my mind concentrated on the words he said to me, 
He doesn't want to lose me?
Why? 
What does it mean?
Does those words really mean anything to him?

Suddenly the beast entered into the plane bringing me back to the present. A shiver ran down my spine. Daring myself to look at at him,,  his chocolate brown eyes,his charismatic looks,,  I wasn't swayed by that I wanted to know the real Sayan.

I really wanted to know who the real Sayan was, 
I wanted to ask him what those words mean.

Ignoring me completely,  with his harsh low look he went inside the private cabin of his plane. There was a pin drop silence in the plane. I felt totally numb and unreal at the situation.

Some where my inner soul told me that he wasn't the man the world saw him.  No matter how successful and rich he is,  money can't buy everything. His money couldn't heal the wounds of his past.  He was a broken soul which needs to be repaired.
I'm afraid of his heart ache!
I don't know why but I am afraid that he will ruin himself by acting the way he was acting now.

He is so complicated and the main problem is he doesn't express his feelings to others.

I was waiting for  the flight to land and run away from him .
As I'm very confused about my feelings towards him.
I don't know Whether I love him or not but I know that  I wanted him to be happy  .

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