Please eat // Yoonmin

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~a few days later~

I was woken by my stupid alarm. I quickly turned it off hoping i didn't wake Yoongi. He usually stays up late at night writing songs, so i dont like to wake him unless i have to.
I've decided to get up earlier and go to the gym for half an hour and then go to the studio to do some dance practice for an hour and be back in time for everyone to get up.
Unfortunately i didn't succeed in not waking him up.
"Jimin? Why are you up so early?" His voice was deep and raspy.

"Oh i have a few things to do this morning. Just go back to sleep." He made some sort of grunting noise and rolled over.

I got changed and crept out of the house, hopefully not waking anyone else up.
I decided that instead of just walking to the gym, it would be better if i ran. More exercise = less fat.
So i ran the whole way, only stopping to have a drink every now and then. After my workout i thought it would be better to walk to the studio otherwise i might faint or something.

There was hardly anyone there so i wasnt questioned as to why i here.
Once i finished i had to sit down because i feeling light headed. I checked my phone. Oh geez...
I looked at the time. Its been almost 3 hours! How long was i at the gym for...? I had heaps of miss calls from the guys. I quickly called Hobi (as he was the last one to call).

"JIMIN!! OH THANK GOD YOU'RE ALIVE!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!" He shouted into the phone.

"Hey I'm just at the studio doing some dance practice."

"Geez Jimin you really had us worried there..."

"I'm sorry hyung. I didn't mean to worry you guys. Anyway I'll be back in about fifteen minutes."

"Its alright, as long as you're safe. And yeah ok see you soon."
I hung up and grabbed my bag.
I felt bad that they were worried about me. Thats why i dont tell them about my problems, i hate it when they worry about me...

When i got home Jin lectured me about telling them where i am and stuff (although i wasnt really listening).
I thought i should have breakfast so Yoongi doesnt get even more suspicious than he already is. I didnt have much but it was enough.
Namjoon posted some photos of us eating. I made the mistake of looking through the comments again...

They were worse than before...
I excused myself from the table and went to the bathroom. I lifted up my shirt and looked in the mirror.
How have not lost any weight? I've hardly eaten anything in the last few days and I've been exercising heaps...

I felt like i was gonna cry.
How can i lose weight quicker...? 
I looked around the bathroom. My eyes land on the toilet.
I could always vomit up my food... Then i could lose weight and still eat without anyone suspecting anything...

I turned on the shower to muffle the noise a bit. I shoved my fingers down my throat, gagged a few times before i felt my stomach content come up. I tried to be as quiet as possible. I did this a few more times before there was nothing left.

Satisfied with myself i hopped into the shower so then it actually looked believable.

No one mentioned anything so i guess no one heard. I mentally high fived myself and went to my room. I was a bit tired so i had a nap.