Please eat // Yoonmin

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Jimin's POV

When i woke i was surprised to see Yoongi still next to me. Our legs were entwined and my arms around his neck, his around my waist.
We were so close. My heart started to beat faster and my stomach felt weird again. I was also sweating a bit. Why does this keep happening when I'm close to him...?
I closed my eyes and smiled. This felt nice. Its not often i get to sleep with someone next to me.

My thoughts were interrupted by the door creaking. I turned my head and saw Tae, Jungkook and Jin. They had the look on their faces when you see a kitten or a puppy.
"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!?!" I mouthed to them.

"Sorry." Jin mouthed back. Just before they were going to turn around and leave Yoongi started stirring. He made a grunting noise and almost opened his eyes. I shut mine and pretended to still be asleep and the others ran off.
He moved around a bit and pulled me closer.
The part of our bodies that weren't touching were our heads. Well sort of. My forehead was slightly resting of his chest.
I was so comfortable and i really didnt want to move. But unfortunately he woke up and told me to get up too.
"Good morning." He said.

"Morning hyung. Thank you for last night, i really needed someone."

"Its fine. You're my best friend so of course I'll be here when you need me, and even when you dont need me." He chuckled. "God, im so tired..." He said.

"We can go back to sleep. We haven't got anywhere to be today." I suggested.

"Yeah. If you dont mind." I nodded.
My stomach started going insane and i was sweating more.

Why does this keep happening?! I dont feel this way when any of the other guys hug me or come close to me... I only feel like this when i like a gir- wait... Do i like Yoongi? No... I'm not gay... Am i...?
"

What are you thinking about?" He pulled me out of my thoughts.

"What?" I asked.

"You looked like you were deep in thought. What were you thinking about?" He asked again.

"Oh... Um... N-nothing... I was j-just..." I wasnt sure how to answer. "Nothing important." I blushed.

"Ok." He chuckled. "How'd you sleep?"

"Yeah alright. It was nice having someone next to me." DID I ACTUALLY JUST SAY THAT?! "I mean, i-its been a while since... Um..." He laughed again.

"Why are you so nervous?"

"Because i think I'm gay." HOLY SHIT WHY DID I SAY THAT?!?!?! "I mean... Shit i wasn't meant to say that... I-I have to go..." I blurted out.

"Wait! Jimin!" He tried calling me back but i was already out the door. I didn't know where i was going but it was going to be as far away from that house as possible. I ran downstairs and grabbed my shoes and jacket. The other asked where i was going but i ignored them and just ran.

~6 hours later~

I had been walking for hours now. They all kept trying to call and message me. I looked at my phone.

Yoongi: Jimin come back home we're worried about you!

Yoongi: Please Jimin, come home!

Yoongi: Jimin please just call or message one of us so we know you arent dead...

Yoongi: Jimin please...

There were many more i didnt read them. Just as i put my phone back in my pocket there was a notification.

Yoongi: Please Jimin just tell us that you're ok...

Me: Im ok...

Yoongi: JIMIN THANK GOD!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!

Me: Nowhere important...

Yoongi: Jimin please, just tell me where you are and I'll come and pick you up.
 

Me: Its ok you dont have to act like you care... I know you probably hate me cause i told you...

Yoongi: I dont hate you!! I could never hate you!! Even if you turned out to be an axe murderer i would still be your friend!!

Me: Fine... Im at *insert place here*

Yoongi: Dont move I'll be there soon!

Yoongi's POV

I was so relieved when he messaged back. As soon as he said where he was i sprinted to the car and drove. I found him sitting on a bench.
I got out and walked over to him. He didnt look at me.
"Oh thank god you're not hurt!" I hugged him. "You're not are you?" He shook his head. "Im just glad you're ok, i was worried that something had happened to you." He still didn't say anything. "Come on the others want to see you."

Jimin's POV

He grabbed hand. I started getting nervous. My heart was beating faster with every second. I might have been sweating but I'm not sure. He was holding it the whole way back to the car.
I didnt say a word or look him in the eyes the whole time.
When we got back all the guys were about to hug me and stuff but i pushed past all of them and went to the bathroom.
I heard footsteps before i went in. I'm guessing it was Yoongi. He knocked on the door, asking me to let him in. I didn't. I just sat in the shower, not saying a thing.
I was probably overreacting and Yoongi didn't even reject me but i just felt weird... Like i couldn't be around him without feeling... Different? I'm not sure but i just couldn't face him or the guys right now.
So here i am. Sitting in the shower. Yoongi banging on the door to get me to open it. I know he'll eventually find a key but for now, i just want the water to flow over my body. 

After a while i turned off the shower and just sat there. I think Yoongi gave up because i couldnt here him anymore. I got out of the shower and saw a note half under the door.

If you're reading this I'm asleep on the floor outside the bathroom door by now.
I'm not leaving until you come out, and i dont care if it takes weeks.
I dont exactly know why you're upset but I'll listen to you if you want to talk.
Im sorry if I'm the reason you're upset.

-Yoongi xx

I smiled at the letter.
Whats the point staying here anymore?
I opened the door to find a sleeping Yoongi who was woken by the creak of the door.
"You're out!" He got up and hugged me. Heartbeat. Sweat. Nervs.

"Sorry i overreacted..." My voice was really weird from not talking for ages.

"No Jimin you didn't overreact! It doesn't matter now lets go to bed. Did you want to sleep in my bed?"

"Yeah if thats ok." I know I'll feel weird but i was too tired to argue.