Please eat // Yoonmin

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Jimin's POV

I'm starving.
I haven't eaten in two days.
I've tried not to make it obvious.
We didn't have to go to the studio for a dance practice because of what happened with Tae.
I did want to lose more weight but I'd probably faint if i did too much exercise.

We had just sat down to dinner.
I was feeling a bit light headed.
I wasn't too worried.
Maybe some water will help.
I got up and got a drink.
As i walked back my vision started to blur.
I stopped.
"You ok Chim?" Jin asked.

"Yea-" i blacked out.

Yoongi's POV

"JIMIN!" We all ran over to him. "JIMIN?! COME ON WAKE UP!" I started panicking. Namjoon was already calling an ambulance.

~At the hospital~

I was next to him.
Like with Tae i was the only one allowed in cause I'm his boyfriend.
He fainted because he hadn't eaten anything...
The doctor said he hadn't eaten anything in 2-3 days...
How did i not notice he was starving himself again...? I'm a shitty boyfriend what is wrong with me.
They said it won't take long for him to wake up.

Jimin's POV

It was dark.
My eye lids felt like they were made from lead.
The last thing i remember was my vision going blurry then...
Nothing.

My eyes didn't feel as heavy now.
I slowly opened them.
I winced at the bright light.
My eyes started to get used of it and looked around.
Who is that? Is that Yoongi?
"Yoongi?"

"CHIM!! Oh thank god you're awake i was starting to get really worried." He hugged me.

"What happened?"

"Well it was dinner time and you got up and got a drink but on the way back you collapsed. And Jimin... I know that you haven't been eating again..." I looked away. I couldn't look him in the eye without feeling extremely embarrassed.

"I'm sorry hyung..." I mumbled.

"Its ok but... Why didn't you just talk to me? Or if you don't trust me it can be anyone really. You could have just said you were doing it again and i could've helped because now the guys know too..." Damn it they weren't meant to find out yet...

"I'm sorry... And of course i trust you hyung, i trust you more than anyone! Its just... I feel embarrassed when i talk about it thats why i didn't talk to you..."

"You don't need to be embarrassed around me bub. I'm your boyfriend you shouldn't feel embarrassed around me." He tried to reassure.

"I know but i can't help it... I don't want to feel like that when i need to talk to you but i just do... Next time I'll talk to you about it and not just keep it to myself."

"Well it wont matter if you dont talk about it with me because the doctor said you should see therapist. He said that they can help keep track of your weight and make sure you're eating. I'm sorry if you don't want to but me and the guys agree that its the best thing for you at the moment."

"Ok... If you think it'll help I'll do it."

"Thank you bub. You only have to go once a week."

I yawned. "I'm still pretty tired so i might go back to sleep." He nodded. "While I'm asleep i want you to get some rest yourself and take care of yourself. By that i mean having something to eat and drink."

"Ok I'll have a nap on the seat but i don't need anything to eat Jin brought in some food for me not long ago. Oh yeah and i have a water bottle." I nodded. "Have a good sleep Chim."