On My Mind

Physically Farther, Gradually Closer

Jeon Jungkook

Today I spent the rest of the gathering with Taehyung and I got to know him more. I'm glad he was able to open up to me and I learned a lot of things such as the basics need to knows. I had also achieved to get his number from him and immediately added him to my contacts

After the gathering, I had asked Taehyung's Mother and my Mother if I could stay over at his place or vise versa and the both disagreed saying that a certain thing will be happening.  

I nodded in agreement and understood that I couldn't stay over. I hugged Taehyung and waved him good bye as he left towards his car and soon was out of my sight.

Kim Taehyung

The feeling that Jungkook gave off was nice and felt I could trust him. I told him many things about me and he did the same.

He learned that I was older by 2 years and insisted that he called me Hyung but I was fine with either Taehyung or Hyung.

My family and I soon made it home and I had just received a text message from Jungkook, talk about if I had made it home safely.

I soon answered with a yes and made it to my room and changed my outfit.

I scrolled through my contacts and added Jungkook as 'Bunny Boy' and noticed a very old contact name that didn't have any messages received or sent.

Min Yoongi

Memories came rushing through my mind. All the nice memories of me and Yoongi hugging, hanging out and sleeping over were there.

But they were accompanied by the most unforgettable memory of Yoongi having a secret boyfriend, moving away, and me trying to drown myself because of the fact I couldn't accept the new life ahead for me.

I noticed my eyes getting blurry and the sharp pain that was brought on to me in my throat, hurt so bad.

I wanted MY Yoongi back, I wanted him to be all mine and I wanted to give him all the kisses and cuddles he deserved and much more.

I wiped the tears away and noticed that my Mom had came into my room, along with my Dad, who followed behind her.

"Taehyungie, for the passed few days we have decided something."

My Mom started and looked at my eyes, signalling that she was serious, and sat down next across from me.

"We think its good for you and it'll be a better way to live your life"

My Dad soon followed, and stood next my Mom while maintaining eye contact with me.

"What is it?"

I asked, a bit curious of what they were going to say.

"We're sending you to Seoul, to be with Yoongi"

My eyes widen at the announcement, and started tearing up

"R-really?"

"Yes son, we want you to be happy and not live a life of suicidal thoughts and actions that could affect your health"

"A-are you sure y-you guys wanna do this? How are you supposed to send me there?"

"With the help of a friend, Mrs. Jeon. She felt bad at what happened to you since she had the same experience, so she's sending her son and you to Seoul, where you can live and flourish happily"

"But what about you guys?"

"We just want you to be happy, like we said before"

I hugged them and cried in both of their chest, wetting their shirt for my tears of joy, and not sadness

'I'll be able to see yoongi again'

'I'll have a chance and I could try and again his heart'

'I'll be happy to show my actual feeling towards him'

"We'll try and find the high school he's going to with the help of Mrs. Jeon connections, and enroll you there, which should be no problem. You also have to take care of her son as well as yourself."

With that, my parents and I prepared a suit case filled with all the necessary needs and left to do their needs.

'Yoongi, I'll be able to see you, and love you again'