Having the X Factor: A One Direction FanFiction

Say Something

Heyyyy!!!!! There's only two chapters left!!!!!! I think I'm a little sad lol

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Lou knew something was up, so he let me go. That's the one thing I loved about Louis, he didn't ask questions, because it was like he already knew the answers and didn't care if it was bad or good....

Now I had to tell Harry... but how could I do that? Harry didn't want kids... and least right now. He made that pretty clear the other night when he said, "Jesus it's a good thing you aren't really pregnant. God that would be a nightmare..."

I bite my lip as I cross the street. Everywhere you looked there was a magazine stand that had a million of Harry and I on the cover with BABY written all over them.

I felt a twist in my stomach as I crossed my arms over my chest and slowed my pace as I approached the house. How was I going to tell him? He was going to be pissed... What would he do? Yell? Blame me? ... Leave me?"

For all I knew, he would do all three of those things...

My hand froze as it touched the handle... Here goes nothing... I thought to myself as I opened my bedroom door.

Harry was laying on the bed in his boxers. One leg crossed over the other with an arm behind his head as he flipped through the channels, "Hey," he says not looking away from the screen, "what are you doing back so soon?" He asks.

"Well," I say siting on the edge, "I actually needed to talk to you..." I bite my lip as he yawns.

"Alright, what is it?" he asks not looking away from the tv.

"Uh... have you seen all those magazines on the venders on the street?" I ask smiling a little.

"Hmm..." he says sitting up a bit, "you mean those ones that say you're pregnant and stuff? Yeah, it's all over the Internet and tv too," he rolls his eyes, "I don't believe it."

"Believe what?" I ask looking down at my hands.

"That people actually believe it's true," he shakes his head, "it's like do they think I'm a dumb ass?"

"Why would you be dumb?" I whisper as I look at my nails.

"I'm only 20... I don't need to have a baby right now," he says stretching, "and it's weird people think I'd be ok with it."

I felt my mouth go dry, and my heart almost stop, "So you don't want to have a baby?" I ask looking up at him.

He was making a face, "That's why after the X Factor is over we're going to say you had a miss carriage, duh."

My heart was aching... but I had to tell him, didn't I?

"Harry I'm pregnant," I say quickly and looking at the floor.

It was quiet. I don't know how log for... but it was really quiet and it was almost hurting my ears, "Say something..." I whisper as my hand goes to my stomach.

"I think I've said enough..." he says looking over at me.

"What do you mean?" I ask confused and slightly hurting.

"You heard what I said before. I don't want a baby."

I think my heart literally broke at that moment. After all the I love you's and all the heart melting nights... he didn't want me anymore... I was a broken toy discarded and unloved...

"Harry, I-"

"Get out," he says as his jaw muscles tensed and his face grew hard.

"What...?" I whisper slightly shocked.

"I said get the fuck out," he says turning to face me. His green eyes were dark and filled with what looked a lot like fear.

"What? Harry, please..." I say reaching for his hand, but he pulled away quickly.

He couldn't look me in the eye as he stood up and faces the window. You could plainly see the stress in his back as he out his hands on his hips.

"No, Phoenix..." he says shaking his head, "I need time to process this..."

"How much time?" I ask standing and starting to back towards the door.

He wouldn't answer.

"That's what I thought..." I whisper before opening the door, "Harry... I still love you..."

His back tensed as he looked at his feet, "Leave, now."

And that did it. Tears fell from my eyes in a waterfall as I walked out of the house... What was I going to do? I still had one more concert and no where to stay...

But maybe there was one person... And just maybe... I took out my phone and dialled the number, "Hello?" the voice asked

"Um... hi... it's me... Phoenix..." I whisper, "Can I stay with you...?"