The Definition of Infinite

Nina

Christmas Eve 2010 I wake up to my mother crying in the kitchen holding an empty bottle of red wine, mascara dripping down her cheeks and her coral pink lip stick smeared across her lips and left cheek. I remember that day as if happened yesterday every specific detail. That was the day I found out my father left us.

April 2012 I loose my best friend, she mysteriously moves away with no official good bye no explanation. Once again in my like I felt abandoned, alone.

Summer 2016 I fell in love for the first time. I was stupid and naive. It might sound ridiculous but I thought he loved me too and I believed his every word. Our plans to run away together after school and just live our lives free without worry. I always liked the idea of marrying your high school sweetheart. We were inseparable. We were the schools hottest couple. It was just me and Finch. Two months later The fantasy was shattered. I found out that he had cheated on me with a close friend of mine. Once again I was abandoned by the people close to me, it happens time and time again, I fell hard into a depression, I was a mess I had noWhere left to go, then by some miracle Eli came along, he pulled me out to the best of his abilities and I swear he is the only reason I'm alive today. He pushed me to be better, so I buried everything once again, although Eli wanted to help he could never truly understand what I've been through, but how could he? That's the thing about depressions, no one can understand that dark twisted mindset not even yourself.

So I stand alone outside in the cold, trying hard to fight off the tears and pain of being abandoned once again. I mentally berate myself for being so stupid, I promised myself I would never let anyone hurt me again, let alone someone who has hurt me before. I stare blankly into the distance fighting off the image of the kiss, although I can't see anything ahead of me cause its pitch black.I close my eyes and feel the breeze blow against my face. My heart slowly growing quieter and steadier in my ears.

She's dead to me. Previously known as my best friend, now- she's nothing more than a mere slither of worthlessness. It makes you wonder was she really in danger or just returned to ruin my life and thought pity was a good way to regain my trust and friendship. WELL MAE I HOPE YOU WATCH YOUR BACK BECAUSE WHILE YOU'RE IN THERE THINKING YOU'RE THE SHIT I'LL BE HERE PLOTTING MY WAY TO GET BACK AT YOU BITCH!

My feet are killing me and I can't drive, I had too much to drink and I'm definitely not going home because I don't need to be grounded right now. UH!! I hate to admit it but I need Eli. I take my phone out to call him. I click the unlock button at the top of my phone only to be met with a black screen, go damn battery is dead. Guess I'll have to fucking walk to Elis.

I slowly make my way down the street with my heels in one hand and my purse in the other. The wind was starting to blow harder and harder, I could feel some rain drops hit the top of my nose, which was absolutely great because rain is what I needed right now!! I glance back and notice a car slowly driving behind me, SHIT!! Am I being followed? I quicken my pace. I turn the corner hoping he won't follow but I was wrong. The car pulls up beside. I freeze and nervously look around for an escape route. The window slowly winds down, I can't make out the features of the face inside, he is wearing a cap that quilts his face in black.

"Need a lift?" His voice sounds young, he must have been a kid from the party. Instantly I feel relief.

Normally in this kind of situation I would decline. But since I'm slightly drunk and feel like nothing more could possibly go wrong tonight I accept.

"sure why not!" I stumble into the front seat and fasten my seat belt. "I'm Nina by the way"

"I know who you are" he says in a steady stern voice.

"Are you in any of my classes?" I ask curiously.

He doesn't say anything. But I hear the certain click of the car locking. That's when I started to panic. Fuck!Fuck!Fuck! What the hell am I suppose to do. He parks the car behind the old abandoned diner on Charles street. I pull the handle a thousand times to let my self out, but its no use its locked. Heat is rushing to me head and I will myself to scream as loud as I can but my voice gets lost in my throat.

"Listen I'm not going to hurt you this time but remember this warning because next time there will be no nice guy. You see all I'm asking of you is that you stay away from Mae, easy right? Don't talk to her don't look at her don't even come wishing 10 feet of her and there will be no problem between you and me."
he explains in that same cold steady voice.

"....wh-What?!"

"Don't play stupid, just do As I say and no one gets hurt. And don't even think about telling anyone what happened here tonight, I have eyes and ears everywhere so don't think you can outsmart me. Got it?" His tone is so icy and unwavering that it sends chills down my spine.

I nod obediently.

He stares at for a good while, as if he's calculating whether he can trust me or not, he eventually unlocks the car and I get out hastily, totally confused and traumatised about what just happened. His car speeds away into the night.
My legs are like jelly, so I sit on the ground to process what just happened before I faint. Luckily I'm not too far from Eli's house about a five minute walk at most I don't think I would be able to handle any further.

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