The Charming Redhead Lady

chapter 10

P.S:  Usually i do not put author's note on the beginning, but this  time i felt like doing it, because you see, i was so wanting to write this chapter so much that i kept asking myself when will i finish writing the previous chapter. I even think that i might have made some mistakes...:'(

Anyway, i finished it and now here we are, starting this chapter and i'm super super duper excited!!!
I guess i'll have fun writing it!

Ruby's P.O.V

I have always wanted to be free.

Ever since i was young, i have wanted to be free. I had an adventurous spirit. My dad always called me his little untamed horse. Which in truth i was. Always the blacksheep of the family and i didn't mind. Partying, having fun and adventures were my thing. I dont know where i got the notion of wanting to be free, but i guess it had something to do with my mother's death. She left us when we were still young, and when me, my sister and father need her the most.

I remember, a long time ago when we were young, we were having a conversation with dad. In there, i promised him that i wont grow up, so that i will never loose him. They laughed at me that day, and i think they think i forgot. But i never forget.

Part of me wanted never to grow up so as i could be free, like a child. No responsibilities. No duty. No pain. Thats what being free protects you from, the reality of life. A life that hurts in a world full of pain, hatred and betrayal.

I always had a secret fancy of being a pirate, and sail freely on the wide extensive oceans. Too bad our beaches have no pirates, and i'm like millions of miles from the Asian seas where i think i would have become a pirate. And be so free that i would never have to worry about a thing. Well, except maybe some rough weathers.

Being free to me meant not caring for anything or anyone. Well, except my family. Everyone cared for family, even pirates. But i went against it when i fell for Derrick. It went against every principle but i didn't care. And still loved him.

Reality struck me on the face when he cheated on me, reminding me of the reality of world and life. Full of betrayal. I hated him with passion, but still hated myself because i still loved him. I vowed never to lov anybody else. So as i could remain free.

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I kept convincing myself that i wont love anybody else and will not care for someone who is not family. To be free. Until i met him. My hulk man.

He was handsome, with mysterious face wanting me to learn him. And his heart. He made me want to care again for someone who was not family. Particulary him. With him, i felt like i want to run to his arms and let him embrace me and hold me tight. And surrender my freedom to him.

I think i'm going crazy.

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I know its short. So please dont kill me!

Its like my first time writing a point of view of a character, and it is based on how Ruby sees herself and her first impression of Dauph.

Yupp, thats what i was excited to write for you. I hope you liked it.

Tchaooo....!!