What Life Gives

Firsts

*my firsts*

This may sound very cliché, but am I the only one who thinks back about my firsts?

It's not that I can't move on but it's just that there's no greater feeling than experiencing a "first"

To this day I still remember my first kiss. It was with this tall, green eyed boy I had a crush on. I remember the feeling. It was weird to touch someone else's lips with my own. It was something new. The feeling was unknown so I had to describe it in my own words. I still remember how I closed my eyes when he was slowly leaning in. It felt like an eternity but it happened really quick. My eyes were shut and I was seeing stars, expecting the unknown. And then it happened. I've never experienced any other kiss like my first.

I still remember the first time I talked to my best friend. He was younger and funny. Ofcourse we didn't know anything about each other so it was fun. It was endless late night conversations and lame questions that kept us entertained. I would ask him anything and he would do the same. It's nice to know where someone comes from. I'm greatfull for this first because it led to a forever.

I remember the first time I felt butterflies. It was so weird you know, because everyone kept talking about having butterflies and I couldn't imagine what it would feel like. But then I fell in love with him. It was so sudden, I had to greet him that morning and when I hugged him, I knew in that exact moment that I was having butterflies. My stomach was flipping, in a good way. It was like cramps but it was far form it. It felt like having fireworks in my belly. I was so happy to have felt it. It was extraordinary.

I would kill to experience these firsts all over again. Although I wouldn't wanna change a thing because today I am who I am thanks to my firsts.

Choose yours wisely, you can only have one.

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