*I wish*
I wish I could tell you how I feel. I wish I could explain how hard it is to ignore this feeling. I wish you'd understand why my mood changes around you. But you wouldn't know if I didn't tell you.
You see, I've never experienced something like this. Being so close to a person both physically and emotionally and feeling like it's still not enough.
So it's hard to pretend I only want you to be my friend. Because you are "just friends" with everybody else. But like the selfish person I am, I only want you to be mine.
If only it was so easy, to just open my mouth and let the words flow. But from experience I know that it's best to keep my thoughts and feelings for myself.
Now maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I should break my own walls. Maybe something big and better awaits on the other side. But fear controls my actions.
I wish I knew how to tell you this. I wish you'd understand that I don't want you to be just a friend. I wish you knew all of this, but I wish you knew without me telling you.
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What Life Gives
PoesíaEvery day we experience something different. Something new. I want to be able to write all my thoughts down. This is not a diary. It is something I can express myself with easily. From the things I learn and the doubts I have. Let it be motivationa...
