*time*
It feels more like fear
The fear of wasting you
The fear of not appreciating you
The fear of losing you
It feels like a glitch
Like I'm living lifeless
You were supposed to be here
But I'm losing you
It feels like two days
You remind me it's been four months
I remember it happening yesterday
But you, last year
It feels like being hypnotized
Maybe that's why I feel lost
I'm losing myself by finding you
And you are making me more aware
More aware of both you and me
More aware of my control
And you're controlling me now
But I will find my way
It's a one way ticket to reality
Catching breath is not an option
You left me behind when I stopped
I had to rush, I had to run
But there is always that fear
So it's best to follow you
Although I control you now
Otherwise it'll feel like shit
~
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What Life Gives
PoetryEvery day we experience something different. Something new. I want to be able to write all my thoughts down. This is not a diary. It is something I can express myself with easily. From the things I learn and the doubts I have. Let it be motivationa...
