What Life Gives

Anger

*anger*

Don't deny it. You've been here.

We've all been angry before and have thought about such moments hours, days after it happened.

They always told me that I get mad really fast. For everything. I didn't want to admit it so I tried to focus more on the moments I wasn't in a good mood.

I would be mad over something and I would punish everyone around me for it. Like talk salty to them, hurt their feelings with little words. But after a while I wouldn't be mad at them anymore.

So I sat down an thought, maybe I wasn't angry at all. But it wasn't completely true. I was indeed angry. And then it hit me, reality hit me.

I wasn't mad at anyone but myself. The problem is that I just don't realize it. Just think about it. All the times you were angry at someone, was it really their fault or was it yours?

The only point I wanna make sure I understand is that I don't have to be angry. Not with anyone, not even yourself. Every moment spent being angry, is another opportunity lost for being happy.

Being angry is not healthy. I get it, something happened and you didn't like it. But let it be. The happier you are, the more beautiful you become, and you'll realize that the problem was so little you won't even remember it happened it two weeks.

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