Ethan Dolan Imagines

✾ - September

Well my first week of school was somewhat ehh, but at least I post a imagine, so enjoy.
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It was the beginning of September, where leaves started falling, cold winds hit you, and the smell of pumpkin pie arose as you passed by the bakery. you head towards you favorite place to get away from negativity.

September was the month that you loved and hated at the same time. It was your favorite month due to the season, but you hated it since that was the month that you lost your love of you life. You would try to come often, but you couldn't due to living far away from New Jersey. so you always come on the month that he passed away.

you walked inside the gate and looked for his name. You passed by a young girl with her father by her side sitting on the ground leaving her mother a rose and a kiss on her tombstone. You walked further and saw his

Forever in our hearts
Ethan Dolan
1999-2024

(omg I can't really imagine this happening)

You took a deep breath and sat down on the bench beside his tombstone. You felt warmth whenever you came here. Your mind just remembers all those memories that you cherish from Ethan.

You felt like Ethan was right there sitting beside you and hugging you keeping you warm. Sometimes you would usually talk about your problems in life that has been happening ever since he was gone, from his family not spending enough time with each other to Grayson ending the Dolan Twins channel and going to therapy due to depression. Everything was just hard at this moment; his family, fans, and friends, which was you all missed him and wished he was somehow back, but nothing could have been done.

You lost the guy that you loved, but never had the chance to tell him. You took out one of his hoodie that he left at your apartment, out of the bag and put it on. You felt his warmth once again and the smell of his scent of his favorite cologne.

A sudden tear came out as you felt weak. You couldn't believe that all of this was real. Every day and night you would always remember little things about him and start tearing up. You missed his smile, his laugh, his hugs that kept you safe, and his encouragement to keep everyone happy.

You sat on the ground and placed a bouquet of flower beside his tombstone "Always wishing you were somehow here again and hoping that someone wakes me up when September ends to not feel this pain." you said and planted a kiss on the tombstone with a tear rolling down your cheek.

You stood up and walked away not looking back.

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Well I'm sad like always.

- J. ⚡️