The Story of a Survivor (Kakashi's daughter narrita hatake)

goodbye Hayate

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NARRITA POV

This time i woke up at the hospital.. Again.

I looked over to my left to find a sleeping grandpa.

I shifted in my bed trying to escape without waking him up but failed miserably when he woke up instantly.

"Feeling better?" he asked me.

"Much, how long until the exams start?"

"Tomorrow." i looked out the window to see it dark.

"You've got to be kidding me?!" i yelled jumping out of the bed and pushing him out to get dressed

I got dressed and ran out of my hospital room and ran around the village to find hayate and ask him for some last minute training.

I ran for about an hour but couldn't find him then I saw him and some ninja but I was to far to see who it was or here what they were saying.

The next thing i saw made everything stop inside of me. I felt broken. Sad, numb, angry.

The man used a wind sword justu and slashed hayate multiple times.

"HAYATE!!" I screamed.

I screamed with every emotion running though me.

Hurt.

Sadness.

Broken-hearted.

Lost.

Pain.

Before I could get close enough to see the man he used a transformation justu and turned into a random person.

I felt my eyes activate stronger than ever and unleashed everything I had on the man who killed 

My best friend.

My hope.

My happiness.

My motivation from him.

My sensai.

Hayate.

I sent every element and resource I had and unsheathed my sword and launched out at him out of anger I preformed a perfect  Crescent moon dance that I had tried so hard to perfect and was looking for him because I wanted to show him so badly before the exams.

Me being unfocused because of my anger I didn't see him flash behind me and knock me out cutting my cheek in the process the last thing I heard was.

"Your lucky i can't kill you girl orochimaru still needs you alive for what's to come." before I blacked out.

Time skip to 6:30 am

I woke to the sound of running footsteps and felt weak and opened my heavy eyelids slowly to see five anbu running in my direction.

"Narrita!" Shouted yugao from a couple yards away.

I slowly sat up and winced a little when the cut on my face opened then tried to stand but failed because I was still a little weak.

Then she she froze when she looked behind me. 

She got up and started walking passed me and I didn't understand why.. until I turned around.

I saw Hayate's body bloody and laying on the ground.

I stood up and walked right behind yugao getting a better look at my former sensai and wanting nothing more than to break down crying then and there.

I would have but right now I didn't have the right too.

After all I was the one who couldn't save him in time.

"Y-yugao I-I'm so sorry I-I couldn't get to him in time. I-I couldn't save him! I w-Wasn't fast enough I couldn't even see who killed him!" I said tears coming to my eyes as she bent down picking up his sword.

Before she could say anything I took of running as fast as I could towards the forest the night before replaying in my head over and over. I knew this was going to haunt me for the rest of my life.

Once I got there I did something I hadn't done in a long time.

I broke my emotional barrier And I let go of my emotions and cried. I cried for all the times I had stayed strong before. And I dropped to the ground.

'I couldn't save him'

'I let him die'

' I wasn't fast enough'

'I'm not good enough'

20 min time skip

"Narrita it wasn't your fault I don't blame you." Yugao said from behind me embracing me into a hug.

"No it was my fault if I was faster Hayate wouldn't still be alive." I said barying my face into her vest.

She paused tears coming to her own eyes.

"Narrita your going to be late for the exams." 

"I don't care about the damn exams!"

"Narrita snap out of it!" She said giving me a not to hard slap on the opposite cheek of my cut.

"You know Hayate wanted you to compete in these exams and become a chunin more than anything he wanted to see you take the next leap to you goal! And if you don't want to do it than do it for Hayate!" She said 

"I cant have you braking down on me you need to stay strong for me, for yourself, and for hayate."

"You know for a fact he would want you to compete in those exams and not be crying over him like this. He would want you to move on and be happy. He has always wanted to see you happy and the day you were on that bird the whole village got to se that little ray of sunshine that used to pick on ibiki and cause mass panic in the ninja ranks.
He died happy narrita just know that." she told me huging me tighter and a few of her own tears slipping.

"Your right, I'm sorry it won't happen again." i said wipeing my tears

"Here" she said pulling out some stuff for my cut and an extra mask where she got it I don't have a clue.

I gave her a look because I knew she wanted to see my face for a while now.

I sighed and let her pull down my mask.

Time skip.

I got to the arena as soon as naruto's fight started.

"COME ON NARUTO KICK THAT ARROGANT 'GIRLY' JERKS ASS!!!" I shouted earneing a few snickers and full out laughing form the people's that know me.

Also a glare from negi and tenten. I knew i was going to here about this later... from a few people.