This entire story includes mature subject matter (mainly depression, language, and sexual stuff) so only read this story if you're comfortable reading that type of stuff.
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I woke up in Adam's bed with his strong arms tightly wrapped around my waist. I felt his gentle breathing against my neck and a cozy t shirt of his hugging my body. My wrists ached and stung, my throat was dry and scratchy, and my head still hurt from crying so hard. I glanced over at the clock on Adam's nightstand... 3:35 a.m. I glanced at the scars marking my wrists.
I can't guarantee I would've been laying in that bed if Adam hadn't found me earlier. Bleeding. Crying. Ready for it all to end.
I've been dealing with depression since I was a kid. It's never been easy for me, but it all got a whole hell of a lot easier for me when I met Adam. We were just middle schoolers at that point, but he still understood everything I was going through. He's seen me at my best and my worst. He's been there for me when no one else would be. He's my reason to live every day. But he was also the reason I almost died today.
I told Adam I loved him and he told me he didn't love me.
He told me he loved someone else.
I didn't leave my house for a week. I knew deep inside I should've been happy for him but I just couldn't do it. Adam is the only true friend I've ever had. I felt like I was losing him. I felt like he didn't care about me. On top of all that, I was mad at myself for thinking about all of these things.
So I punished myself.
Adam found me unconscious in my bathtub. I was probably about to die... Or maybe even better off dead... but he saved me anyway.
He bandaged up my cuts and held me close. Then he kissed me and took me home with him. We sat for a long time just holding each other on his couch. He told me to stay the night and I did. I guess that's how I ended up sleeping in his bed... Or at least I was sleeping until I had a rather naughty dream about him.
I couldn't resist the urge to see his face. I turned around to face him as best as I could but I only woke him up.
"Huh?" he groaned as he began to wake up. "What...? Oh... Are you okay, Y/N?" He turned on the lamp that was on his nightstand. I gently wrapped my arms around his waist and quickly realized he wasn't wearing a shirt. I blushed and gave him a sleepy smile.
"Yeah, I'm okay," I sighed. Adam paused for a minute. He took my arm from around his waist and brought it up to his lips to kiss my wrist. I felt tears prick the corners of my eyes and I pressed my face into Adam's chest.
"Are you really?" Adam murmured. I shook my head a little. He held me tightly as I wept against his skin.
"What's wrong, Y/N? Please just tell me..." Adam begged.
"I-I think I need you..." I whispered, gazing into his eyes.
"But you already have me," he said. I shook my head and my heart began to race.
"Adam... You don't get it... I need you... I-I want you..." Adam's face flushed red.
"Y/N..." he whispered. He dried my tears.
"I want you just this once. Even if you don't love me. Even if you don't enjoy it in the end. I want to feel what it's like to be loved... Like that... By you. But only just this once," I begged. Adam's eyes filled with lust... With hunger.
"Y/N... If you really want, you could have me more than 'just this once'." He slipped his hand underneath the hem of the shirt I was wearing. His fingers dappled up my inner thigh and my breath hitched in my chest. "Just say the word and I'm yours... Now... Do you want this, Y/N?" Adam whispered. I slipped my fingers into the back of his hair.
"Yes..."
I was underneath him in an instant. He pressed his mouth to mine and began to devour me in hot, desperate kisses. His tongue tangled with mine and my body responded instantly. I moaned into his mouth and wrapped my legs around his waist. I could tell he wasn't going to play nice with me once we got down to business.
Adam grabbed a handful of my t shirt and yanked it off over my head. His eyes canvassed my body, which was completely naked except for my underwear. He smiled with delight. Adam trailed kisses from my lips, down my throat, and down to my breasts. He took a nipple into his mouth and gently suckled and bit it.
"Adam..." I shivered. He made sure my other nipple got the same amount of attention. Adam's soft, wet kisses traveled down my belly. Torturously slow... Painfully slow... I sighed happily.
"A-Adam..." I purred. He smiled against my skin. His lips reached the edge of my underwear. Adam growled and took the waistband between his teeth, yanking them off of me. Exposing me. I was completely naked and laying in his bed. Adam's boxers were the only things separating me and his dick, so I grabbed the waistband and yanked them off.
"Jesus Christ," I gasped as his 7 inch dick popped out and stood at full attention. Adam blushed like crazy.
"What do you think? Is that big enough for you?" he smirked.
My face heated up. "Uh huh... I just hope it'll fit..." Adam grinned and grabbed onto my hips. He gazed at my throbbing clit.
"It'll fit..." he purred. "You just need to get ready for me." Adam's head dipped in between my thighs and he began to eat me out. I cried out in pleasure.
"Adam! Fuck!" I screamed. His tongue was rough, wet, and warm. Adam chuckled and looked up at me.
"Damn. You taste amazing," he grinned. My legs shook and he immediately went back to work on me. Adam's tongue made bold, firm strokes against my clit as I screamed out over and over again. Just as I thought I was about to climax, Adam stopped and pulled away.
"Yummy," he chuckled. "Now, it's your turn..." I eagerly sat up in bed and grasped at his dick. He sucked a short breath as I began to leave light kisses up his shaft.
"Mmm, Y/N... That feels incredible..." Adam whispered. As soon as I thought he was all warmed up, I bravely took his dick all the way into the back of my throat. Adam yelled and tugged on the back of my hair. I gagged on his full length, but I didn't care. I began to suck him. Gently at first, but then I got rougher. I gagged myself over and over while Adam moaned his approval. He grabbed my hair to guide my mouth up and down his shaft. Just as he was about to cum, I stopped sucking.
"Ahhh..." Adam panted. "Y/N... Holy shit..." I gave him a shy smile and laid back down.
"I'm ready for you now," I breathed.
"Ooh, baby," Adam whispered as he climbed on top of me again. He readied himself at my wet slit. "Do you really want this?"
"Yes," I responded automatically. Adam's lips met mine in another hot kiss and suddenly there was a beautiful pressure between my hips as he slipped inside. We both groaned. My legs wrapped back around his waist. Adam sank his teeth into my shoulder. Once Adam had fully entered me, he began to slowly move his hips. My entire body trembled with every thrust.
My name was like a prayer on Adam's lips. "Y/N... Y/N... Y/N!" His pace began to quicken, and his thrusts grew desperate and urgent. I felt him in the neck of my womb. I gripped onto his back, whimpering and moaning. Adam was climaxing in no time, screaming for me, holding me tighter.
I finished not long after him, my head spinning and knees weak. Adam collapsed on top of me and pulled out of me slowly.
"Is that what you needed?" he panted, kissing my nose.
I nodded, a satisfied smile on my face. I glanced over at the clock... 4 am. Adam laid back down and pulled me close.
"Get some sleep, Y/N... I love you..."
I felt tears of joy coming to my eyes.
"I love you too, Adam."
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I think that the next chapter will be Neil... I'm really eager to do Brad's chapter (he's my fave member of TDG) but I can't seem to think of a good scenario for him and the reader to be in. Thoughts?
Till the next chapter!
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