|TodoDeku| If You're Back In My Arms Again [FINISHED]

Todoroki - Restart

Update!!!

I was actually planning to update this sooner since I already have the draft finished like two day ago but unfortunately I was out of town for some stuff and during the touring I could only imagine more TodoDeku.

Someone save me!!! I'm too into this ship that it almost scares me

Anyways... I would like to thank everyone for reading this story especially to UVERwolrd and  AmeliaGaming for expressing how excited they are for the updates. It really motivates me to write knowing that some readers are loving my stories

This is going to be the last part of the prologue ( I know it's pretty long but it's needed for the story so please bear with me) 

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"I'm sorry... Goodbye..."

Those were the last words I said to my beloved and have regretted so much.

It was to protect him... is what I lead myself to believe but the truth that I wasn't able to admit back then was... I am just plainly scared and insecure.

He was someone who didn't need protection at all.

Back when we were 1st years he was just someone who didn't even know how to use his quirk even so he brightly shone more than anyone. He was the only one who saw me for who I really am made me feel that I was me and not a pawn of my father. The only person who made me broaden my views about the world; that other than my revenge there were a lot more meaningful and beautiful things in this world.

Before I knew it. He was always fighting right next to me at every trial and turn. We kept growing more stronger and closer together each passing day. It was only with him that I felt as if I was complete. Like he was the big piece to complete the puzzle of my life. With him there by my side I felt like I can I always go beyond no matter what.

But when we turned third years without me realizing it he was already far ahead of me. He was already re known and even more recognized as the successor of All Might. No matter what kind of walls and expectations was placed upon him he always easily overcome all of it with a smile and confidence.

That's where the fear and anxiety of being not good enough for him started.

Seeing as he kept going forward non stop while I felt like I was stagnating. Maybe there were improvements but it was never enough; I was not able to catch up to him no matter how hard I tried.

I knew that there was no way he would leave me just because of that but the small whispers at the back of my mind turned into fears and anxiety that ate at me every single moment. I couldn't believe in him and my faith began to dwindle.

Its shameful... I ran away and left him hurt and crying before I even got hurt myself using my father prejudice against our kind of relationship and the world eyeing on us as an excuse.

Just weeks after our graduation I always hear about him every single day from the news about how he always saves the day, although I'm glad to know that he was doing well there was always a pain in my heart that longs for him.

Watching him from the screen it made me wonder if he still thinks about me. It seemed as if he was really doing well even without me there which made me more depressed.

No matter how much I want to take it back... the damages can never be undone.

I immediately regretted my decision but I couldn't muster the courage to even face him and tell him that I was a stupid idiot for letting him go. That was until after 4 months later when a certain accident happened while he was on the job.