You Saved Me From Myself. [One Direction]

Apologies and Explanations

Ugh thank god we were out of that little plane. Seriously I think I might be claustrophobic, or it may have just been from Harry falling asleep on top of me. “Are we there yet?” This was probably the 10th time I asked it but it was really fun to piss Liam off. He’s so cute when he gets frustrated. “Come on Avalon! don’t leave me hanging!” Niall said between laughing. I just glared at him. What the hell is he doing? Why is he so close to me? we’re in a big shuttle van? “Look Avalon, I’m sorry about what I said before. I didn't realize it would affect you.” Ugh I really wanted to be friends with him. He seems sincere enough. “Fine, just don't ever say it again. Get it?” “Got it!” he replied hugging me a bit awkwardly considering we were side by side in the van. 

So we were in north London now sitting on the tour bus. It was a huge black van. The driver’s seat obviously in the front, Then there were two couches on either side of the walls facing each other and a TV up above the drivers seat. Then there was a small kitchen with a table booth. Next was the bunks. Three on one side three on the other. On the right side Harry got the top, Louis on the middle, and Liam at the bottom. On the left side it was Niall at the bottom, me in the middle, Zayn above me. 

After about two hours of settling down in the bus Liam came over and asked me to go on a walk with him.

Liam’s P.O.V

After all the things I heard about her I honestly don’t want her to come with us. Don’t get me wrong she seems like a nice girl but I don’t want to have to baby sit another person. Drugs, alcohol, stealing, what else? Has she murdered anyone yet? Yeah she may be Miranda Kerr’s daughter and is extremely attractive but still. I’m not fond of her at the moment could say the least. “Avalon, can we go for a quick walk?”

“Yeah sure?” Her answer came out more like a question. I escorted her out of the bus. Its about  1 in the morning and we are locked in a secure area so no crazy fans. 

“Look Avalon I want an explanation.” Straight to the point. I’m just afraid that after she explains everything that I’ll still not like her and I’ll be stuck with her for the next three months. I thought it would be three months of pure guy time, I needed it after mine and Danielle’s stupid break up. 

“I’m afraid that if I tell you, You’ll never want to see me again.” Is she serious?

“Tell me, I won’t interrupt” 

“Do you swear not to the the guys? I want to tell them, eventually” Really? like I was going to get in her business? 

“Cross my heart and hope to die” I said motioning an X over my chest.

“Okay well, When I was about 11 years old my mom had to leave for a couple of months to do promotions for work. My father didn’t take it very well. You see he, well, he started, “ I raised my eyebrow curious for more. “My father raped me. He raped me then beat me. One time he threw a glass lamp at my head. That was it. I didn’t want to feel anymore pain after that. I turned to drugs and after a while I felt no pain. He stopped when my mom got back but whenever she left again for more promos  he started again. If I tried to run away or stop him he would take out a pocket knife and cut me.” She said lifting her shirt to reveal her ribcage with a large pink scar from a coupel inches under her breast to her hip bone. “I wanted to be numb so when it happened I wouldn't feel it. Eventually the drugs made me full all the time so I never ate. Then Anorexia came into the story. I nearly died. Then I gained a little weight. And now I’m here.” 

I felt my mouth gape open. She raised her eyebrow revealing unshed tears in her eyes. I can’t believe I judged her. I had no right to do that. “Avalon, I am so sorry. I wish I knew. Please forgive me” I cant believe someone would do that to their own daughter the thought maddened me. 

“Liam, it’s fine, It’s not like you could’ve known.” She said a tear prickling down her cheek.