chemistry | na jaemin

7

YooJung's POV

A few months later ..

A few months later , Jiwon was brought to the orphanage. I felt really useless for not being there by her side and instead , let someone take her away from what she defines as home.

My brother moved out of the house with his fiancée , not because of Jiwon.

SooJung and Minhyuk went to Paris for work purpose and my parents are often working which means that i'm back to being lonely at home again.

I lied my head on the desk as the teacher talked.

After Jiwon left , I didn't really have the motivation to do anything anymore. I quit my part time jobs and returned back to the once lazy person I am.

I started to slack and my studies flunked.

I was no longer that cheerful little puff that everyone saw , i'm no longer the old YooJung that wants to help someone because , I can't even help myself.

I closed my eyes as the school bell rang.

" Y-YooJung-ssi , " I looked up coldly and saw a girl with braids looking really nervous as she talked to me.

I became colder than ice.

" T-This is for you. " I looked at what she's holding and it hits me that it's my birthday today but yet I didn't realise.

" How did you know about my birthday ? " I asked coldly and she points at the board at the back of the class.

I didn't write my birthdate on the board though , everyone except me.

I looked over at Jeno and Jaemin , it turns out one of them wrote it for me. I gritted my teeth as I walked towards them and slammed their tables.

" Which one of you wrote my information ?! "

" Me. " Jaemin stood up and walked towards me.

" Why are you becoming like a total different person ? I bet the old Yoojung wouldn't mind , not even a single bit ! " He screamed.

I stood in front of him as his figure covered mine.

I was brought back to reality and I smirked.

" The Old YooJung is gone and she will never be back ! " I pushed him away as I walked out of the back door.

I want the old YooJung back too.

I stayed at the rooftop till lessons end , or known as , till school ends. I went back to my classroom to take my bag pack and I saw Jaemin sitting on my desk.

" Where were you ? "

I ignored him and snatched my bag pack away from him but he got it back. I glared at him but he held my wrist and dragged me to the roof top.

He released my wrist and glared at me.

" What happened ?! " He screamed.

" Why did you changed so much ? Where did the old YooJung go to ? Why are you acting like this now ? " I sighed in frustration.

" I want the old YooJung back too but don't you know how hard it is ? The new YooJung has taken over my body and overtook the old me. " I fell to the ground.

Broke down.

That's not when your weak but that's when you've kept everything in to yourself for too long.

He kneeled down beside me.

" Yoojung-ah , " I started crying so hard that I felt like I wanted to faint and everything seemed so different.

" I'll always be here by your side. " He said as he hugged me.

Jaemin's POV

I don't know why but seeing Yoojung in this state made me soft. I became softer than tofu which is really weird.

" Jae- " Jeno looked at us and he immediately closed the door and went downstairs.

" Jaemin , I'm pathetic aren't I ? My dream of wanting to save Jiwon is so unrealistic and instead of saving her , I gave her a light of hope and then crushing it. " He shook his head.

" Your not. "

" No one is there by Jiwon's side , no one she's close to and no one she can trust. " She said.

" I think my parents will be more than willing to have another child named Jiwon. " I said and she looked at me as if I just said the most genius thing anyone has ever said.

" Will your parents really agree to it ? " I shrugged.

" I mean they love children so I don't see why not since they have the financial stability. " I said and she stared at the ground.

" I don't want to trouble your parents. " I shook my head and patted her head.

" Would you feel like someone is troubling you if they ask you to eat edible and tasty food ? " She shook her head and I nodded.

" It's the same logic. My parents love children and I'm not home too so what would make it better than a child ? " I smiled , trying to make her feel better.

" But still , I- "

" Your still so stubborn aren't you ? " She pouted and I almost squish her cheeks cause she's like a hamster.

I did not say that.

" If your parents did adopt her , Please thank your parents and I will take care of Jiwon whenever they need me to. " I smiled and patted her head.

" Why are you always patting my head ? "

" Trying to get the old YooJung back. " I smiled and she scoffed and started smiling too.

We got back to the classroom and everyone gave us weird stares especially Jeno. He smirked at us using every chance he got.

" I see what you did there. " Jeno nudged me.

" They say that the best time to get girls is when they are sad. " I rolled my eyes and smacked Jeno on his arm as he wined in pain.

" This is why your single. " He smiled and patted my shoulder.

" That moment when you realised your single too. " I rolled my eyes and he started laughing out loud which made everyone looked at us.

" Oh wait , You have YooJung. " He said.

" She's just a friend. " He smirked.

" Just a girlfriend , you mean ? " He laughed again and I smacked him. He placed his arm on my shoulder and whispered something to me which made my blood boil.

" I think Lee Donghyuk has a crush on YooJung. "

6th September 2017

I can't get over NCT's We young.