.:I'm Just Another Broken Hearted Girl:.

Chapter 4:)

Chapter 4

Next Morninqq<Saturaday>

I awoke to my cell phone playing,''Brick By Boring Brick.'' I groaned and answered it.

''Hello?'' I asked irritated.

''Sheesh,blame a person for calling.'' Lucy said trying to sound hurt.

I laughed humoressly. ''What do you want?''

''Ouch. Anyway,Jake's having a party tonight.'' And?

''Please go. The last thing you need right now,is too be alone.''

I didn't argue with that. ''Fine. What time?'' I asked her.

''8:30. I'll pick you up.'' I hung up and laid back down.

Seth's face popped into my head. I never thought I'd see the day we grew apart. This emptyness inside my heart,or what's left of it anyway,just won't go away. I can't believe it. I loved him. With everything I had. And he. . .dumped me fro a easy chick with fake boobs,lip injections,and bottle blonde hair. I guess I can see it all clearly now,he never gave a damn about me. He said he loved me. . .but if that were true he wouldn't have left me. I don't know how this could have happend? How DID this happen? We were perfect. I gave him my all. I gave him all the love I possibly could. There wasn't anything I wouldn't/couldn't/didn't do for him. What does she have that I don't? Everything I have is natural. I slept with him. When I said I'd do anything for him,I had to prove it. He broke my heart. He broke me. And I can't be fixed. A sob escaped from within my as I thought back to what happedn last thursday. Seth seemed kinda jealous when he saw me with Erik. Well it serves him right. Amanda walked in the room and saw me. I looked like shit.

''Oh,Maria.'' She said as she walked over to the bed and held me in her arms.

''This just isn't you. Crying over a boy? Where's the strong,fearless girl I know?''

Amanda was right. This wasn't me. Minutes later,I dried my eyes and sniffed.

''You're right. I'm through crying over him. He's not worth the tears.''

Amanda smiled, ''Good for you,kid.''

I got off the bed and walked to the bathroom without another word. I shut the door and looked at myself in the mirror. My face and eyes were red from crying. I took a long,hot shower. No more crying. No more. I'm through being this heartbroken girl.

<Later>

I decieded to wear something more. . .differnt. I pulled out a black dress that stopped at the middle of my theigh. It was stapless and sexy.

Amanda came in,''Wow you look hot. Where you goin'?'' She asked me.

''To Jake's party. You wanna go?'' I asked her.

Amanda shook her head,''Ryan's coming over. You want me to curl your hair again?''

I nodded and she sat me down and put my hair into rollers. After she finished,I put my make up on. I added more than I usaully wear. I slipped on a pair of 6-inch black high heels. I looked at Amanda and she gave me a thumbs-up. I smiled nervously and we went downstairs. Lucy walked in as we walked down the stairs.

''You look great. Come'on lets go!''

I waved bye to Amanda and jumped in Lucy's black porshe. We ranted on and on about hot guys and getting laid tonight. We reached Jake's house. There was alot of people already here. Guys were on the front lawn puking. Lucy and I laughed as we passed them. We walked into the house,trying to get away from the disgusting drunk guys hitting on us. I heard Lucy sqeaul and I turned my attention to her.